U guys SAVED MY LIFE!!!
Thank you so much for your feedback!!!!!!!!!
At the time I POSTED ,I had FINALLY!!! found a place I could Q and A on this but not live and NOT really...I was ready to give up..

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So now I can elaborate.!!!YIPPIE!!

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I DO suffer from pain. I am a retired national ballet and choreographer for a popSTAR ..now teach ski and coach kids...bad joints...rrrrggg...PAIN yes!..BUT.. I work with kids...T#3's is all I can have. 30 per mth. Small town!! So...I get Percocet...when I can find..Tops? 15/month.... I know, I know...Now the story gets funny...

Mom is a sweet lady...NOT SO BRIGHT..lol...but sweet. She could see me limping, wimpering..blah blah blah..and said....I'll bring you a pain patch. You won't have to cancel classes..etc...
She takes care of an elderly lady. Quote.."They work for her and I'll bring you one. If they work you can ask your Dr. to prescribe them". AWWW, mom's are sweet huh??
So... She walked in the door to visit. I was working at my table distracted, she peeled opened the package, discarded the wrapper, and almost stuck this THANG on my upper left neck, shoulder area.
WHOAAAA....wait..what are doin'?? What's that?..Oh that's the pain patch, I brought u....I said I wanna see the package..what is it? blah blah blah...well she had to DIG in the garbage...And...I started from there...GOOGLE..'fentanyl matrix patch'.....OMFG!!!!!!!...LMFAO....NOT!!!..but yeah..
EAGLE 's post...led me to BLUELIGHT...AND TO the research I now know....
MY SWEET, CUTE, LITTLE, PRETTY, INNOCENT, PIOUS...
unwittingly homicidal mother....almost KILLED my ass......LMFAO!!tee hee....funny story...You guys SAVED MY F$^@*ing LIFE...I LOVE YAZ!!!
BUT..there is also a happy ending???...

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I am BY NO MEANS 'straight....
been a 'user' of ?..A-Z..include. DMT. since 12yrs old .(Dead tour).west coast gurl.

..can't afford hard anymore(blah)well NOT TRUE..love that s#@T with sex...BUT, don't wanna smoke/chase anymore, not gonna grow/roll anymore, not gonna dip/wash/cut/package/trip/rave/snort anymore...lol...GOOD NEWS!! But...That 1/8th strip???? BOO.YIPPIE...got me some funky warm thighs...

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..THANK YOU SOOO much boys!...Now I have the patches..never told my MOM...omg...what do I say? HEY mom ..YOU ALMOST KILLED MY ASS..lmao..NO WAY!!! but, now I need ppl to talk to 'bout this ..and I'm new..what do I do now?

..how long does it last? how much can I do? ALL the Questions?....Wish there was a CHAT PLACE...

....Kisses...my new 'chill buddies'..%)