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Gbsnow

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I have been searching Bluelight for a couple of years when I want answers for RX pills. I?ve never joined an online forum but I am scared my addiction is getting out of control and want some support and plan to post in Sober Living. 13 years ago I overcame a heroin addiction and for the last couple of years I have been abusing RX pills and want me life back! Thanks for taking the time to read my introduction.
 
If you overcame heroin you've got this! Good luck, I'm sure you'll find all the support you need here.

Thank you. Today I have almost crippling depression. And I feel very lethargic. I went five days without tramadol (had been taking 500 at first and 1400 in the end) after about a three week binge. Then yesterday I was craving them
Very badly and took some. I have had one seizure but that doesn?t stop me. I thought five days would be enough to withdraw but I don?t know where this depression is coming from. I have about two or three days of tramadol to use and then I plan to never go back. I know the support I can get from those of you on Bluelight will be so helpful in keeping me accountable, so thank you in advance for your comments!
 
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