xxxbrokenskyxxx
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Heyya,
Im new here, im 17. I've been trying to kick my prescription pill addiction for 4 years. I've been in and out of rehabs, therapy, drug groups, drug counseling, 12 step groups, detox, inpatient, inpatient detox etc. Yet i still cant quit, i suffer from alot of anxiety, depression and what doctors seem to think is aspbergers (a form of autism)
8 Months ago or so, i almost died, my bestfriend gave me some "coke" to snort, and i did, he did too, he was fine, but, i wasn't. The same night i ingested massive amounts of phenibut, (a gaba antagonist? ) anyways, it turned out that the coke was "bath salts". I was awake for 7 days straight, went to the hospital, they released me the same day saying i had no drugs in my system, which i know i did, thats why they think bath salts.
Next day, i started hallucinating from being awake so much, scary religious hallucinations, my parents tried to drive me to the ER, and 4 or 5 times i tried to jump out of the car during, so they had to call an ambulance. Rode that to a hospital, they injected me with nalaxone, (narcon) in case i opiate OD'd, and haldol and ativan. Same day they transported me to another hospital, via ambulance, to try to admit me to like a inpatient detox, both injected me with more haldol.
While hallucinating heavily, and puking for days, after this haldol was injected into me, i went into like shock, i had multiple seizures, and a dystonia reaction, it was so painful and scary. So they moved me to another hospital in the same day.
3 hospitals in one day, they finally admitted me into the Behavioral ICU unit of a psych inpatient, and gave me mass amounts of antipsychotics, i was there for 7+ days, going crazy, and still no aware of what was going on, they finally gave me large amounts of ativan , and i was able to be released on christmas day.
Since then i still suffer from paranoia, anxiety, insomnia etc from that. And i have gained literally 50 pounds in a very short time from the medications i must take. Im still suffering from a prescription pill addiction, even though i've seperated my self from all drug users, and have tried to get help 20+ times.
Thanks for listening :D
Im new here, im 17. I've been trying to kick my prescription pill addiction for 4 years. I've been in and out of rehabs, therapy, drug groups, drug counseling, 12 step groups, detox, inpatient, inpatient detox etc. Yet i still cant quit, i suffer from alot of anxiety, depression and what doctors seem to think is aspbergers (a form of autism)
8 Months ago or so, i almost died, my bestfriend gave me some "coke" to snort, and i did, he did too, he was fine, but, i wasn't. The same night i ingested massive amounts of phenibut, (a gaba antagonist? ) anyways, it turned out that the coke was "bath salts". I was awake for 7 days straight, went to the hospital, they released me the same day saying i had no drugs in my system, which i know i did, thats why they think bath salts.
Next day, i started hallucinating from being awake so much, scary religious hallucinations, my parents tried to drive me to the ER, and 4 or 5 times i tried to jump out of the car during, so they had to call an ambulance. Rode that to a hospital, they injected me with nalaxone, (narcon) in case i opiate OD'd, and haldol and ativan. Same day they transported me to another hospital, via ambulance, to try to admit me to like a inpatient detox, both injected me with more haldol.
While hallucinating heavily, and puking for days, after this haldol was injected into me, i went into like shock, i had multiple seizures, and a dystonia reaction, it was so painful and scary. So they moved me to another hospital in the same day.
3 hospitals in one day, they finally admitted me into the Behavioral ICU unit of a psych inpatient, and gave me mass amounts of antipsychotics, i was there for 7+ days, going crazy, and still no aware of what was going on, they finally gave me large amounts of ativan , and i was able to be released on christmas day.
Since then i still suffer from paranoia, anxiety, insomnia etc from that. And i have gained literally 50 pounds in a very short time from the medications i must take. Im still suffering from a prescription pill addiction, even though i've seperated my self from all drug users, and have tried to get help 20+ times.
Thanks for listening :D
