HelloFelonKitty
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jun 2, 2014
- Messages
- 14
Hi, I've read plenty of things on here, usually when looking for an answer to a question I had, so I've known about this site for years but have decided on signing-up today. I'm early-mid 30's, female, started drinking and later using in grade school, after doing a few stints here and there at 23-25, I managed to get clean. First, was for 2 years, started using again shortly after I divorced. Stayed clean for 5-7 years after that run( with the help of bupe),got remarried and somewhere around 2012, slowly started using again, started using too much, started slowing way down, now I'm using maybe once every 1-3 months, throwing myself into the PWD's every single time I do, which makes me ask why I'm doing this, and well, I do it because it is in my junkie addict nature to have some weirdo desire to torture myself and make myself sick.
I really need to stop reading 'how long after....is suboxone safe'', on here. I've been holed up in my BR as I write this, dripping toxic sweat, feeling like everything in my brain is screaming and wishing I'd have just waited until I was this sick to begin with. ugh!
Well, at least I'll mean 'never again' for a good three months. Hello!
I really need to stop reading 'how long after....is suboxone safe'', on here. I've been holed up in my BR as I write this, dripping toxic sweat, feeling like everything in my brain is screaming and wishing I'd have just waited until I was this sick to begin with. ugh!
Well, at least I'll mean 'never again' for a good three months. Hello!
