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PhuckThePhilth said:
And pissed people off so they want to go out & use...
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Hiya PhuckThePhilth,

Welcome to Bluelight. Please feel free to ask any questions re site. Would you like to tell us something about you in relation to BL so we can try n direct you? You don't have to, of course, it's entirely up to you.

I hope that you get from BL what you need n enjoy your experience here.

All the very best,
Evey
 
Hey hey, No problem at all. I've been taking some IbP's intermittently and they help with the pain. Maybe SubX isn't the way to go. I guess I need to try for myself. I am weaning off the H now.
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Smoky said:
My roommates have cards for cannabis actually, although I didn't know of it being specific to CBD. I will research it. Thank you Felonious Monk! :)
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You'll probably need both CBD and THC, but CBD is incredibly helpful for anxiety, mood, tremors, etc, as well as general healing--so if using cannabis for withdrawal it's helpful if you can access it. Some kind of concentrate or liquid extract is best, you don't want to have to worry about smoking (and smoking CBD is less effective than smoking THC).
 
Eveleivibe said:
Hiya Smoky,

I'm awful sorry. I thought I had replied to your post, maybe I did and forget to press send.

Smoky you're doing fine with your posting. Don't worry about it. When on a forum like this you can reply to all in the same post and people won't think you are rude or anything. Honestly you're doing fine. you don't need to try again. I didn't mean to make you feel bad about anything and I'm extremely sorry if I did. I'm starting to understand now why the mods pull me up with some things, I have a habit of trying to explain something and it comes across the wrong way. Honestly, you're fine with your posting on here and you seem a pleasant person.

Anyway, can I ask what you mean by "the rooms?" Do you mean NA/AA meetings? Sorry if I have this wrong, but you don't have to stop doing NA/AA because you've come to BL. A lot of people do both simultaneously with no problems at all. Of course, I'm not, and would not, try and tell you what to do. I'm just making the suggestion that is something isn't broken why try and fix it? You wanting a harm reduction approach also, is very good - and why Bluelight is here. This site has saved many lives and helped people in MANY DIFFERENT WAYS! Not always just drug-related it has helped people, for instance I have anger issues - not in a violent way, I don't go punching walls or people or anything like that, just that I've anger inside of me which makes me "verbalise" in not such a nice way - I can lash out and say extremely nasty stuff that can't be taken back - BL has helped me deal with that, I'm not half that person as I was before I came here I am learning to control it. Anyway enough about me, I just wanted to illustrate an example of how BL has also helped people in non-drug related way as well as with drugs.

Take care,
Evey
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Hi Evey,

I didn't take it that way. To me you were just reflecting back to my post. I appreciate your help. Yes, I was referring to 12 step. And yes, you are correct, one way doesn't negate another. The 3rd tradition (in context of NA/AA), allows for that. I will go back after I get through detox. I'm waiting on surgery, but no excuse.

I understand anger and emotional distress. I also do ACA to address my issues. f/m role model belief systems don't help women either. It's more acceptable for men to express anger. I am an 'anger in' type myself. I tend to suppress which does more bodily damage, thus always working on noticing my energy thoughts arising around it in this body mind organism of mine and where to fuel it, or transcend ought I say?. Art and walking help me tremendously, and being direct but gentle in my delivery of communication. As I am rather avoidant to conflict. This has to do somewhat with anger and emotional deprivation early on etc etc... I need to keep it simple here.

Anyway,

I've cut down a bit and will see what is next. Some may view this as method of control, and it may be ... but using less is better than where I was.
Warmly,
Smoky. :)
 
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Wonderful information! Mj has never been a doc of mine, but might come quite in handy for me now for withdrawal which is happening.. It's the anxiety that truly gets to me. I don't want to end up running a high ER bill. All they'll do is give me clonodine and benzos and I would rather pass on more addictive drugs. Valium is quite addictive in itself. I have cut down 50%, and the batch of dope I just picked up to finish tapering doesn't smell like vinegar which isn't good. It's different, and doesn't seem so potent. Well, maybe this IS better for me. Ha! At this point. Thanks so much!
 
Quitting anyone ??

I managed to kick the Xanax . I do miss them very much. All I wanna do is sleep and I cant now . I still am doing the Tina and the h. I hope to know out the h tomorrow and the tina well that's a tough one to quit totally. To be honest I'll probably do it on occasion which is better than everyday . I will actually get high which will be nice. Have you ever did suboxone ? I can get off by weening down with 8 or ten strips in say twenty days . The stuff is great. No point in feeling the pain. It never deterred me from not using the drug.
 
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