New to bluelight but Master of Getting Totally wasted

[BESTofTheBEST]

Hello everyone my name is Derek and I am 1BadMoFo4Real. I just turned 34 on Dec. 29th and i reside right outside of Knoxville Tennessee. I do Remodeling and Renovations for living and I'm the best there is at it. my only problem is do you remember that old saying nobody says I want to grow up to be a Junkie well guess what my dumbass has sure enough became one for about 17 years now. I know some people think that you ain't a junkie if you hold a job and take care of your family and stuff, which I do, but when everything revolves around have to have drugs to get things done or even be a productive human being that's when in my mind you're a Junkie. All I ask is please don't hate me for being honest about being a straight-up drug addict because it's depressing enough knowing that I have been a junkie strung out on drugs longer than I have not been in my life and that's pretty sad to know but anyways I'm there and I'm glad I get to join you all and thank you

 

[Swerlz]

Welcome to Bluelight

No one will shame you for your drug use and life situation. Many of us have been/are in similar spots as one another here. This is a very large community with members from all over the world from different walks of life. You'll find the people here friendly and willing to help one another out. Happy to see you here and I look forward to more of your posts. If you have any questions, please don't hesitate to ask myself or anyone here. We'd be happy to assist.

Have fun, explore, and be safe

 

[Uden]

I know I'm a bit late to this "game" figured I'd say what's up anyway. Hope you're still out there somewhere brother. Also a knox-ish addict though not a functioning one by any means so you have that going for yourself. lol.

Peace bro.