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I wanted to join because I love this site and wanted to ask some question n post some threads. I love fentanyl but I’m a short time user of time and plan to get off as soon as I get put on methadone . 😇


Ed grabbed his bags and headed out the door. His cab had arrived and he was headed back out on business. He said goodbye to his daughter and nephew as he left. It was a Thursday afternoon and he knew there would be traffic on the way to the airport. Ed hadn’t been this happy in a while. Mandy had somehow made a complete turn around and seemed to have a reason to get out of bed in the mornings. As he crossed his lawn he heard a familiar shrill voice, “Ed, Ed before you go do you have a minute?”
Ed was too polite to tell his neighbor, Wendy, to fuck off so he reluctantly stopped He knew what her gripe was going to be. “Ed, I wanted to talk to you about the hedge along our yards. It hasn’t been trimmed in months and it’s becoming unsightly. Can you please take care of it before I have to notified the HOA?”

Ed did his best to stay positive, and he knew she was blowing smoke up his ass. She was the VP of the HOA and so who was she really going to report it to. Still he wanted to be neighborly and he’d been meaning to take care of it but just hadn’t had the time. He put on a smile, “Wendy, I’ll let my nephew know and he’ll get right on it. By tomorrow afternoon it’ll be back in ship shape.”
“Thanks, that’d be great. I’ll be sure to walk it tomorrow and let you know how it looks.” She smiled again and turned to walk away. A dark thought entered Ed’s head that he quickly pushed away. Wendy wasn’t the hottest woman on the block but she did have pretty shapely thighs and a really full bosom. For a brief moment Ed wondered if she’d let him choke her if they fucked. He shook his head and walked to the cab. As soon as Ed was on his way he texted his nephew and explained that the hedge out front needed to get cleaned up.

Mandy had watched the interaction from the living room and was filled with a little rage. That old bitch had always been a pain in her daddy’s side. Between that and her boredom she started to develop a plan. She’d been fucking her cousin Alex the last couple weeks but it was losing the thrill that it once had. Maybe Wendy would give her an opportunity to push her limits again.

Alex walked into the living room, “Hey, do you know where the gardening shears are? I checked the shed and didn’t see them.” Mandy spun around with a devilish look in her eyes. Alex was starting to get worried that with Mandy sober and mostly off her meds her true crazy was coming out.
“The shears are in the garage behind the camping stuff, but hold off on that for a minute. Come to my room.” Mandy left and Alex obediently followed. He was expecting to fuck Mandy again and was surprised to see Mandy at her window. Alex walked up behind her and looked out.

Wendy had fixed herself a drink and was applying tanning lotion to herself in her back yard. Mandy stared daggers at her. “So you’re going to go ahead and cut those hedges, make them perfect. When you’re done, I’m going to go over and knock on her door and have her take a look to sign off on your hard work. As soon as she answers the door you’ll hop the fence and slip one of these in her drink.” Mandy handed Alex one of her pills.

Alex agreed and got to work. He wasn’t sure exactly what Mandy had in store for Wendy but he didn’t mind the thought of fucking the past out milf. It only took half an hour and the hedges were done. Before he made it back inside Mandy was already headed to Wendy’s door. Alex waited by the backyard fence till he heard a knock and Wendy got up from her lawn chair. It was only a couple more seconds when he heard Wendy and Mandy talking. Alex took his cue and worked his way over the six foot fence. Wendy and Mandy were still at the door as he crept over to Wendy’s half-finished drink. He dropped the pill in and hopped back to his side of the fence. He waited in the living room till Mandy came back in.
 
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I wanted to join because I love this site and wanted to ask some question n post some threads. I love fentanyl but I’m a short time user of time and plan to get off as soon as I get put on methadone . 😇
Welcome. Post away and you will get lots of responses. Good luck with your methadone journey.
 
Best of luck. I have never had fentanyl, but my addiction to oxy has been pretty strong. In my opinion anyway. A few years ago i was dosing 60mg oxy 2x a day(a daily habit of aboit 2 years). Was scared to go thru the withdrawals, ended up going to a methadone clinic. Started at a low dose, like 15mg liquid, before i knew it about 7 months later i was up to 85mg/day. It was then that i realized that they didnt really want to help, but instead replace what i was using with something stronger and more malicious. Their tapering process (when i said enough was enough) was going down 1mg a day. I couldnt do that, i would be there forever still. So against their advice i went down between 3 to 4 mg a day, then when i got down to 20mg, i quit cold turkey and jumped off the bandwagon. It was the worst month of hell i had ever experienced. Not an hour of sleep for literally a week, and if you think restless legs are bad, oh my god, multiply it by 100 and include your entire body. Shit gets in your bones and literally makes every. Single. Bone. In your body hurt like all hell. But i fought through it and told myself NEVER again. Stayed sober for almost a year, amd here i am now again, relapsed a year ago, back up to the same dosing of oxy. I told my dr, going to start meetings and start a support system and taper myself back down and do my best to not relapse again. Its a hard journey and i wish you the best. Consider your options before going to a methadone clinic. Willpower is the strongest tool and the only one that will get you through this. Feel free to message me anytime.
 
I've never been through methadone withdrawal but went cold turkey from 350-400mg a day oxycontin habit. I was 16 at the time. 20 years ago. Was the worst withdrawal I've ever experienced. I had PAWS for years and didn't know the term yet. It was like a part of me died when i stopped oxy.

I heard from an old drinking buddy who i used to score 80's from that methadone withdrawals can last a month. I tried methadone to get off 100g/day kratom habit but found i needed kratom throughout the day even with methadone for pain relief so i quit the clinic. Methadone is prescribed 3x daily for pain not once daily.
 
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