jasonmp321
Bluelighter
Sup everyone, I am a long time reader of bluelight, since atlesat... I wanna say 2006.
Have had an account here for a while but haven't used it in years because I got completely sober on Methadone, Methadone is literally a God send.
Recentl have relapsed into pretty severe benzo/opiate/alcohol abuse, like yesterday for example:
I took my 52mg Methadone in the morning, along with 1mg of Clonazepam, 50mg Hydroxyzine, 25mg Diphenhydramine, and a 25 oz can of Natty Ice......
then later in the day I did a .5 gram shot of Heroin, and took another 2mg of Klonopin and more beer......
I'm a wreck and I love it but hate it.
Lord God please help me!
God bless you all.
send me good vibes, words of support, prayers, whatevver.
Love you all!
Have had an account here for a while but haven't used it in years because I got completely sober on Methadone, Methadone is literally a God send.
Recentl have relapsed into pretty severe benzo/opiate/alcohol abuse, like yesterday for example:
I took my 52mg Methadone in the morning, along with 1mg of Clonazepam, 50mg Hydroxyzine, 25mg Diphenhydramine, and a 25 oz can of Natty Ice......
then later in the day I did a .5 gram shot of Heroin, and took another 2mg of Klonopin and more beer......
I'm a wreck and I love it but hate it.
Lord God please help me!
God bless you all.
send me good vibes, words of support, prayers, whatevver.
Love you all!
