so yeah, i mean i still have around 150grams of powdered mimosa....or had...or maybe still have actually, last night i decide to do some DMT extraction but i manage to do it without turning my tidy(ish) kitchen into the shit heap that it was.....this morning i have to go and get more tobacco off Mum....of course this is always now a red flag and bless her she asks me if it means anything...i hate to lie....i really do, i don't know really why i decide to do that last night other than the fact that i can....and the kids are still away (although my nephews are staying next door but they are all going out on some jolly today)......
but my soap still looks good....if i dug deep enough through all the crap in my kitchen i would unearth bees-wax granules and coconut oil (which is more a solid than an oil in a UK winter / autumn climate) and err Shah butter?? no that does not sound right but something like that...oh i bought mountains of all this crap 9 years ago as i was going to make my own cosmetics and soaps and oh all sorts...i was going to have my very own business and the works....and yet i did not....but 9 years later i have made my first lot of soap so i have made some progress there and if it hadn't been for extracting DMT i would not now be the proud owner of some hand made soap.....as i have mentionned before i had always been nervous about the lye and water mixing and yet its a piece of piss as i do that to extract DMT....and no i won't tell you how...as it is against the rules....but i have already listed a way of making soap...but i would strongly urge anybody wishing to try soap to google it as opposed to try and follow my not very clear instructions....my cat Katniss keeps darting in and out like a crazy cat...she is dissmissive of her food from Aldi...i guess Aldi do not make cat food that appeals to her but she had been rather spoilt lately...but the posh food i had been buying her is no longer on special offer and the Aldi food is perfectly edible so i'm afraid Katniss ...that's your lot for now.
last night i went to bed thinking about what i had said to that woman.....i am still fucked off with her patronising way of telling me i am not aggrophobic...anyway that's one to take to my doctor when i see her and i shall be putting in a complaint about her.....since when is it a therapists job to tell someone they do not suffer from something when they do not know the half of it.....i mean it can't just be me that thinks that is simply MENTAL and a big NO NO.....oh someone to a therapist......i'm anorexic.....therapist to that person.....no you are not....?????.......anyway......at least i KNOW that what i have said to her will be staying with her for a good long time and that very very long pause where i was even thinking 'has she put the phone down?'......had left her clearly speechless....i guess its not everyday that a therapist listens to somebody they have told some dumb arse useless advice to....to come back to them with some very well worded points that they could not have put better themselves....yes....yesterday i gave therapy...my own special type of therapy....to a dumb arse warts-on-cunt therapist who will not be forgetting it in a hurry....
but my soap still looks good....if i dug deep enough through all the crap in my kitchen i would unearth bees-wax granules and coconut oil (which is more a solid than an oil in a UK winter / autumn climate) and err Shah butter?? no that does not sound right but something like that...oh i bought mountains of all this crap 9 years ago as i was going to make my own cosmetics and soaps and oh all sorts...i was going to have my very own business and the works....and yet i did not....but 9 years later i have made my first lot of soap so i have made some progress there and if it hadn't been for extracting DMT i would not now be the proud owner of some hand made soap.....as i have mentionned before i had always been nervous about the lye and water mixing and yet its a piece of piss as i do that to extract DMT....and no i won't tell you how...as it is against the rules....but i have already listed a way of making soap...but i would strongly urge anybody wishing to try soap to google it as opposed to try and follow my not very clear instructions....my cat Katniss keeps darting in and out like a crazy cat...she is dissmissive of her food from Aldi...i guess Aldi do not make cat food that appeals to her but she had been rather spoilt lately...but the posh food i had been buying her is no longer on special offer and the Aldi food is perfectly edible so i'm afraid Katniss ...that's your lot for now.
last night i went to bed thinking about what i had said to that woman.....i am still fucked off with her patronising way of telling me i am not aggrophobic...anyway that's one to take to my doctor when i see her and i shall be putting in a complaint about her.....since when is it a therapists job to tell someone they do not suffer from something when they do not know the half of it.....i mean it can't just be me that thinks that is simply MENTAL and a big NO NO.....oh someone to a therapist......i'm anorexic.....therapist to that person.....no you are not....?????.......anyway......at least i KNOW that what i have said to her will be staying with her for a good long time and that very very long pause where i was even thinking 'has she put the phone down?'......had left her clearly speechless....i guess its not everyday that a therapist listens to somebody they have told some dumb arse useless advice to....to come back to them with some very well worded points that they could not have put better themselves....yes....yesterday i gave therapy...my own special type of therapy....to a dumb arse warts-on-cunt therapist who will not be forgetting it in a hurry....