selfmedicater
Greenlighter
Hi guys, hope you're all well. Basically I am looking for some advice in regards to anxiety attacks. I only have general anxiety but sometimes it can really fuck up my day. I almost never get anxiety attacks when sober. I used to be a heavy weed smoker for about 10 years until one day it suddenly started giving me this horrendous stomach ache, never felt anything like it. I know it is because of anxiety but its just confusing as it took 10 years to happen. Anywhoo, my crutch now is coke, love it. The smell, the drip the buzz. The 50 quid a gram stuff I would snort, never had an issue with anxiety attacks. But got a hold of 2 G's of 100 quid stuff recently. Felt amazing after a few bumps. About 40 minutes later along comes Mr Anxiety attack to ruin the party, you know the anxiety attacks where you honestly think it's you last few seconds on earth, sore chest, can't breathe, thoughts of impending doom. Obviously the best option is to quit but that's no fun right? So, I know my best bet is Benzos to calm me down. They are life savers at times. So what can i do to make myself feel better during a coke or whatever induced anxiety attack if I have no benzos? Any advice would be greatly appreciated as i want to enjoy my drugs! Thanks for reading
