I'm 24 years old, I come from a family of addiction. My mom whom I lost due to addiction my dad who was a recovering alcoholic who has stopped drinking is now into pills and my aunt and step mom are also addicts. I am married and my husband is an addict also. It all started last year when I did pills recreational, around the beginning of the year this year 2014, myself and my husband would get messed up and do pills everyday and since then I constantly think about using..it didn't really get bad until I first sniffed dope..I only did it a few we times and after that few times..getting high was all I could think about! And about 3 weeks ago I shot up for the first time..I loved the rush and the high I got..so I kept doing it..about two days ago I sniffed my last bit I had left..and the following day my body was achey joints feet neck lower back..you name it, it was a achey.i have also been super nasaeus.i was hot one minutes and sweating like a pig and then freezing cold the next. .I couldn't stop yawning..and I had no energy at all..and no I had a horrible headache and had a hard time Falling asleep..because I was uncomfortable and all I could think about was how I was going to come up with money to get high..I'm not too sure if it's withdrawals or if I just have the flu. Some people say if it was withdrawals I would definitely know. .but I have heard of people having "mild withdrawals". Is thus even possible or is it just some flu..my mind is consumed by the thought of wanting to get high and needing to get high. This is my story..
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AgonyAndEcstasy781
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Yeah, you are describing heroin withdrawals down to a tee. It does get worse. If you continue down this path, you will find out. Nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, panic, and chills are symptoms of withdrawal from a bigger and longer habit. Eventually it gets so bad that it's almost impossible to resist getting more dope if you have access to money and transportation.
I also come from a family of addicts and also started on pills and moved on to dope. That was 8 years ago and trust me things get far worse the deeper in you get. As hard as it may seem now I can tell you you're still in a position to do something about it. If you feel like you cant deal eith the withdrawals and need more dope, I would suggest finding a couple strips of Suboxone. If you can source heroin and pills it shouldn't be hard. It will totally remove your withdrawal symptoms and curb your cravings- just make sure to only start with 2 mg and taper your dose down 50% every 2 days. Don't take it longer than a week otherwise it will become its own habit.
I also come from a family of addicts and also started on pills and moved on to dope. That was 8 years ago and trust me things get far worse the deeper in you get. As hard as it may seem now I can tell you you're still in a position to do something about it. If you feel like you cant deal eith the withdrawals and need more dope, I would suggest finding a couple strips of Suboxone. If you can source heroin and pills it shouldn't be hard. It will totally remove your withdrawal symptoms and curb your cravings- just make sure to only start with 2 mg and taper your dose down 50% every 2 days. Don't take it longer than a week otherwise it will become its own habit.
Thank you AgonyAndEcstasy781 for your reply, it's hard to come by suboxone around where I live I did take suboxone once a very small piece and it made me sick, not sure if it was due to not having withdrawals..I can always give it another try though..because I don't want to fall deep into this and not be able to get myself out
AgonyAndEcstasy781
Bluelighter
If you take Suboxone while you have other opiates in your system (and while dependent on opiates) it will cause precipitated withdrawals and can make you quite sick. Also if you don't have a tolerance to opiates already even a little piece can be overwhelming and make you nauseous.
If you find yourself unable to stop with the heroin I would recommend seeing a physician, who will at least prescribe you comfort meds to get through the withdrawals. It sounds like you may be able to get over this without Suboxone and that is certainly preferable.
I can guarantee you if you keep shooting dope it will really suck you in to the point where it's nearly impossible to stop. It sounds like you're not there yet and its good youve realized your use is becoming an issue.
If you find yourself unable to stop with the heroin I would recommend seeing a physician, who will at least prescribe you comfort meds to get through the withdrawals. It sounds like you may be able to get over this without Suboxone and that is certainly preferable.
I can guarantee you if you keep shooting dope it will really suck you in to the point where it's nearly impossible to stop. It sounds like you're not there yet and its good youve realized your use is becoming an issue.
I haven't shooter it for a week, just sniff..I'm glad I realize it's becoming a problem but at the same time..I'm having a very hard stopping, I should think about talking with a doctor to see what they can do to help me..and I know you will automatically go into precipitated withdrawals and that's something I don't want to do and my tolerance isn't really really high but I can do at least 2 a day..
AgonyAndEcstasy781
Bluelighter
2 bags a day? Quit while you're ahead, things get pretty rough once you get up to a bundle a day. If you've got junkie friends someone must have a Suboxone strip. One strip would be enough to taper off a habit like that. It would get rid of your sickness, ease your anxiety, and probably make you feel pretty damn good.
ComfortablyNumb95
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Hi welcome to Bluelight and good luck :D *sends good vibes*
