New Member Saying Hi!

[virgo7932]

Hi, I am 32 and have been a user most of my life. I have always felt that I didn't posses the ability to be around people straight. I have been to rehabs and meetings and strangely didn't feel like I fit in there either. I use to use the excuse that I had a drug personality, although I'm not really sure what that means anymore besides an excuse to get loaded. My using has sent me into many bouts of depression leading to overdoses. Im not sure exactly what I expect to gain from this site, hopfully gain knowledge and insight from others that have been through simular experiences.

 

[Noodle]

Oh hai. Welcome to the rock.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Welcome to Bluelight!

I think it is an individual's choice, and the more or less anyone tries to influence your choice instead of embracing it, you'll naturally want to rebell.

 

[Eforeurope]

Welcome from one noob to another Well my opinion is that you can't force anyone to quit their habit, you can send people to rehab all you wan't, but it wont help until the person in question is motivated.. As for you considering your self to have a drug personality it's sound like an excuse we humans often make in our minds to justify our actions maybe more for our selves then for others. Anyhow i wish you all the best and i am sure you will learn alot from this fantastic forum