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bEnZo bUdDyY

Bluelighter
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May 29, 2016
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The States
Hi everyone how are you? Im pretty good right now. I am a ex-heroin addict, but i have been clean for almost 2years but i use a crutch called suboxone. But it has worked wonders for me. Now clean for almost 2years i have absolutely no cravings or urges. Which is very good.

In that area im doing good, but i have a lot of mental health problems. Major depressive disorder w/o psych. Bi-polar 1. Anti-social personality disorder. Panic attacks and agrophpbia, high anxiety very high.

So i take a lot of Benzos kinda gettin a little out of hand but im really working on it.... Benzo withdrawal is horrible!!!

Im rxed xanax 1mg 3times a day. Klonopin 1mg twice daily
Suboxone 8mg twice daily (never take that much though)
Seroquel 100 mg once at night.
Remeron 15mg once at night.
Ambien 10mg once at night.
Im also rxed clonidine 0.1 mg twice daily but dont usually take it.

Idk any questions or suggestions are welcomed.... My name is James im 27 and married to the worlds greatest wife!!!

I also go to counseling for CBT
About to get my SSI THANKFULLY
 
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