PropLugger
Greenlighter
Hi Everyone,
I'm a new member but this site has been a Godsend to me over the past decade or so. I'm an opiate lover/user/addict (10 solid years of any opiate I could get my hands on, first mainly vicodin and then oxys, then roxies, and the last 2 of the 10 years mainly heroin) but have been on subutex for the past 18 months. That being said, sometimes I can't pass up an offer of a binge of dillies or vikes should the opportunity arise.
I've always enjoyed drugs, since 14 or 15, starting with weed and coke, but I'm open minded about things and have always been curious about most substances. I'm a "key bump first, ask what it was after snorting" type who can be a little idiotic at times.
ANYWAY, my main issue now is the fact that I've been smoking freebase three or four times a month and love it way too much. I know it's the devil's drug and it's almost impossible to use it on occasion, but I'm trying to be responsible about my use (or as responsible as one can be about smoking crack!). I finally joined BL because over the years there have been so many times when I've wanted to talk/PM with an open-minded, forward-thinking person since the only people that are aware of my various issues, habits, hobbies, or whatever you want to call them, are the people supplying the various drugs. I have one guy friend I smoke base with and when I was using tons of pills and h I had maybe 4 people tops I trusted who also used, but I really feel like BLers have such great insight, knowlege and experience that I can openly ask opinions and voice concerns without judgement.
My apologies for the extended introduction. I also wanted to thank everyone on here for all of the help and wisdom they've contributed over the years, this site is so fantastic. It's obvious people truly care.
Thank you!
I'm a new member but this site has been a Godsend to me over the past decade or so. I'm an opiate lover/user/addict (10 solid years of any opiate I could get my hands on, first mainly vicodin and then oxys, then roxies, and the last 2 of the 10 years mainly heroin) but have been on subutex for the past 18 months. That being said, sometimes I can't pass up an offer of a binge of dillies or vikes should the opportunity arise.
I've always enjoyed drugs, since 14 or 15, starting with weed and coke, but I'm open minded about things and have always been curious about most substances. I'm a "key bump first, ask what it was after snorting" type who can be a little idiotic at times.
ANYWAY, my main issue now is the fact that I've been smoking freebase three or four times a month and love it way too much. I know it's the devil's drug and it's almost impossible to use it on occasion, but I'm trying to be responsible about my use (or as responsible as one can be about smoking crack!). I finally joined BL because over the years there have been so many times when I've wanted to talk/PM with an open-minded, forward-thinking person since the only people that are aware of my various issues, habits, hobbies, or whatever you want to call them, are the people supplying the various drugs. I have one guy friend I smoke base with and when I was using tons of pills and h I had maybe 4 people tops I trusted who also used, but I really feel like BLers have such great insight, knowlege and experience that I can openly ask opinions and voice concerns without judgement.
My apologies for the extended introduction. I also wanted to thank everyone on here for all of the help and wisdom they've contributed over the years, this site is so fantastic. It's obvious people truly care.
Thank you!
