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Lcgixxer87

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Hey everyone. My name is Chris. I’m from Georgia, middle Georgia to be exact. My favorite and most hated drug is meth. I’ve done everything...ex, opiates, Roxie’s, coke, smoked crack, tons of weed (now my least favorite drug), opium, tried heroin once, lots of drinking, morning glory, lots and lots of dxm trips including the lemon agent, LSD, shrooms, lots of Xanax, lots of huffing gas, pretty much everything. Anyways my choice drug over the years has been meth. Been on and off it since 17. I’m 35 now and have been clean 6 months (this time) 50 plus white chips in recovery and various lengths of clean time. Lately I have really been romancing the thought of doing meth again. I miss her dark ugliness for some reason. Anyways that’s me ?
 
Hey Lcgixxer, welcome to Bluelight.

What else do do do besides drugs. do you have any other interests or hobbies? I play guitar and play video games which help me keep balanced. I still do drugs like weed and LSD, but keep relatively grounded. I used to have quite an addiction with H, but have been clean for many years; so it's possible if that's what you want.

Whaatever your path, Bluelight welcomes you without any judgement. Come as you are!
 
Well when I’m clean I’m clean. Nothing at all. I take care of my family and work, motorcycles are my clean man hobby, I’m involved in 12 step recovery groups etc etc. I’ve tried the weed only route and since all those years of stims weed doesn’t agree with me mentally and spiritually . It send me into panic, used to be my friend but she’s gone. I guess too many episodes of psychosis over the years.
 
Well when I’m clean I’m clean. Nothing at all. I take care of my family and work, motorcycles are my clean man hobby, I’m involved in 12 step recovery groups etc etc. I’ve tried the weed only route and since all those years of stims weed doesn’t agree with me mentally and spiritually . It send me into panic, used to be my friend but she’s gone. I guess too many episodes of psychosis over the years. It seems I can’t seem to put any substance in without setting off the beast. It’s unfortunate
 
No, it's a good place to be if that's where you need to be and can handle it. ;)

Congrats and welcome again :cool:
 
Welcome Brother to the Tribe!! Glad to have you here, the more the merrier :love:
I too am learning that I can not really handle Any mood alternating substances ( even medically needed) I am doing a long dance wit Hydrocodine ( Norco) for post cancer pain. And it is bitch!! the want to use takes up way too much time in my brain
 
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