New Member, could do with some help/advice.

Jayy · Mar 11, 2015

Hi, I'm a new member here and aren't entirely sure where the best place to post this would be. Basically, I'm an 18 year old who over the last 6 months has taken MDMA around 10 times, At first, I suffered no ill side effects, although now I've developed feelings of cloudy vision, lack of focus and a feeling that I'm generally less aware of whats going on around me. I first started feeling these effects after around the 6th use, but tried convincing myself that they were imagined rather than as a result of the MDMA. Naively, i continued my use. As someone who was very sharp minded, sociable and 'switched-on' i now feel dumber and, most frustratingly, find it more of a struggle to have a proper conversation with people and crack the usual 'banter' that i would love. It feels as though my libido has got slightly lower, I used to fancy myself a bit of the ladies man but now it's more difficult. Sorry, If i dragged on a bit , just wanted to give a good description of my problems. I'm aware that some of the problems could be exaggerated by overthinking, but I find it hard to ignore the vision issues - reduced sharpness. I would appreciate any advice/information as to whether any of the problems will be long-lasting and about the best ways to speed my recovery. Thanks, Jayy