A46 yo female alcoholic. It’s amazing at what my friends seem to think is too much. I had a friend tell me if she drank a second glass of wine she wouldn’t be able to get up in the morning. That’s when I knew I’m bad! Yesterday is going to be my last day drinking. I had a 6 pack of mikes hard lemonade, 5 truly wine coolers, a 32oz beer and half a bottle of wine. All before 9pm. I don’t remember how the night ended but probably no different than any other night. BAD. My marriage is ruined (he drinks like this too) we’re separated for the 2nd time. My kids, now teenagers, have seen way too much.
I don’t know how to do sober life. I don’t know how to go to a restaurant and not order a beer. I don’t know how to be me.
I’m here because I can’t face my demons and ask for help in the real world.
I don’t know how to do sober life. I don’t know how to go to a restaurant and not order a beer. I don’t know how to be me.
I’m here because I can’t face my demons and ask for help in the real world.

