Hello new here but have lurked about a few times. Figured I would try to become a little more interactive and perhaps learn a little more by engaging in conversations. I am from IL lived here all my life. I am now in my 30s and just did ecstasy for the first time about 9 months ago. I have to say I was totally wrong about it when I was younger.
I had a few close friends who got into the rave scene, rolling all the time and soon after ended came out as gay. At the time I was not nearly as open minded as I am today and I instantly labeled ecstasy as the instant fag drug. Little did I know how wrong I was. I actually cant see where the whole sex/ecstasy story comes from. Granted being touched feels great and all however I never really had the urge to have sex while rolling and I certainly would not want to be sexually active in any manner with someone of the same sex. I would much rather spend the entire night on a dance floor but maybe that's just me anyways, so here I am.
Perhaps it's just my "addiction" speaking but I have to say I believe that using ecstasy has helped me. My entire life I have been a pretty shy and introverted person and would rarely interact with others and never with strangers. However after a few times out to the clubs and other places rolling face and not having any fear in that area I now find myself a lot more comfortable speaking to others and even find myself initiating conversations with random strangers. I realize that ecstasy is not the actual cause of this but I think it is due to me being able to look back at the situations I had been in while on x. Such as getting into a dance off with some guy at a dance club despite the fact that I can not dance to save my life, now talking to this person doesn't seem bad at all.
Ok, enough rambling looking forward to learning a lot from all of you here or at the very least be entertained for awhile
I had a few close friends who got into the rave scene, rolling all the time and soon after ended came out as gay. At the time I was not nearly as open minded as I am today and I instantly labeled ecstasy as the instant fag drug. Little did I know how wrong I was. I actually cant see where the whole sex/ecstasy story comes from. Granted being touched feels great and all however I never really had the urge to have sex while rolling and I certainly would not want to be sexually active in any manner with someone of the same sex. I would much rather spend the entire night on a dance floor but maybe that's just me anyways, so here I am.
Perhaps it's just my "addiction" speaking but I have to say I believe that using ecstasy has helped me. My entire life I have been a pretty shy and introverted person and would rarely interact with others and never with strangers. However after a few times out to the clubs and other places rolling face and not having any fear in that area I now find myself a lot more comfortable speaking to others and even find myself initiating conversations with random strangers. I realize that ecstasy is not the actual cause of this but I think it is due to me being able to look back at the situations I had been in while on x. Such as getting into a dance off with some guy at a dance club despite the fact that I can not dance to save my life, now talking to this person doesn't seem bad at all.
Ok, enough rambling looking forward to learning a lot from all of you here or at the very least be entertained for awhile
