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[Morticia0328]

Hi everyone. I'm down to 30 mg of oxy a day taking only a quarter 4x a day?. For some reason I feel although I have hit my Plato.. Meaning I just can't break away from the 30.. Took me a couple months to get down from 60. It was hard but I finally did it!! So with that being said... I've looked at kratom and I've looked at Thomas recipe.. Does anyone know since I don't take it in 1 shot and I do cut it into 4 equal parts through out the day if this makes a difference as to why I can't seem to get down to at least a1/2 a day.. To be totally honest this is the only drug I've EVER been addicted to. I started using it a year and a half ago when I lost someone extremely close. (Not that it makes a difference, just so you all could get an idea of my history.. Before his passing I was what one would call a goody two shoes. Lol.?? I hope everyone is doing well today or the very best that they can.
Hope to hear some feed back soon.. I start a new job next week and was hoping to be down to at least a half before I start.. One can dream can't they. -Morticia.

 

[1honey111]

Hey Morticia....I understand completely. I lost my boyfriend to suicide 15 months ago and started out taking 15 mg of oxy's a day to 40 the last few months. Good news... I'm on day 4 with no oxy's.... I used the Thomas Recipe and it hasn't been all that bad. I took 2 5mg valium the first couple of days. Day three (yesterday) and especially last night was the worst and I ended up taking a total of 4 5mg valium ... 2 during the day and 2 at night for to get four hours of broken sleep. I feel slightly better than yesterday so I think its only going to get better. I'm already feeling happier at times if you can believe that. I'm just so excited to get my life back. I did c/t since I'm not great with tapering. Let me know how things are going. You can do this and so can I!!!

 

[1honey111]

One more thing... when doing the Thomas Recipe invest in good vitamin and mineral supplements. I went to a health food store and picked up fast absorbing liquid vitamin life supplement and chelated solamins mulimineral tablets plus additional potassium tablets. I'm going to start the L tyrosine tomorrow and cut back the valium to one today and hopefully zero on day five. I looked up the L-tyrosine and it makes complete sense on why we would take it for energy and mental alertness. Good luck!!!

 

[Morticia0328]

I am so sorry you have experienced this. How are you feeling.. Besides the wd.. Do you have anyone close to talk to about your boyfriend? I am here to listen? if needed. And yessss I purchased all the vitamins and have used the L-Tyrosine during my taper as well. It works great!! Little jittery till you find what works for you. So you would say the Thomas recipe works well then... I don't have access to anxiety medicine? I think honestly the anxiety and depression are what makes it so difficult.. To keep tapering cold turkey takes balls my love!! Keep on.. Get your life back.. He would want that for you.. He needs that from you.. To be clean that is and healthy. Have you heard of kratom? Would you recommend? And one more question.. Lol do you think doing the 4 pieces is what's blocking me? I could try cold turkey but it might be worse for me(I have a daughter to are for)? So confusing really.. I don't want to get the kratom and become addicted to that instead or die from it lol.