New Here and need some advice...

[ChasingBliss]

So I’m about 5 years strong on my opiates journey and the last 2-3 of those have been mostly just H. So the last couple weeks the stuff around has been subpar of what we usually have around (probably bc its usually some mix of H and Fent I realize that) but today I did my usual thing and suddenly I feel like I’m in PWDS. Like I feel like I took a sub and put it under my tongue and said “F*%£ it! Bring on the worst!” Like how? Why? I just want to feel better

 

[darvocet21]

Anything's possible but it seems unlikely. Adulterants are cheap and easily obtained, neither of which is true for Subs even in Mexico There are so many different things that could be in it nowadays that feeling like shite might mean you dodged a bullet.

An example of something pretty benign that could precipitate withdrawal is a nasty drug like Nalbuphine which is readily available at pharmacies in Mexico... or it could be something that you're allergic to and your body's response is producing symptoms similar to PWS. But I wouldn't rule out something toxic, either outright or because it's not meant for parenteral use... and you're reacting to being poisoned (telling a friend or family member you trust and who can check in with you as a precaution is a good idea and who knows maybe the your first step down the harm reduction path

One thing I can be near 100% certain is not in what you took.... Heroin.

 

[ChasingBliss]

Anything's possible but it seems unlikely. Adulterants are cheap and easily obtained, neither of which is true for Subs even in Mexico There are so many different things that could be in it nowadays that feeling like shite might mean you dodged a bullet.

An example of something pretty benign that could precipitate withdrawal is a nasty drug like Nalbuphine which is readily available at pharmacies in Mexico... or it could be something that you're allergic to and your body's response is producing symptoms similar to PWS. But I wouldn't rule out something toxic, either outright or because it's not meant for parenteral use... and you're reacting to being poisoned (telling a friend or family member you trust and who can check in with you as a precaution is a good idea and who knows maybe the your first step down the harm reduction path

One thing I can be near 100% certain is not in what you took.... Heroin.

Thank you for giving me some intel about what could be causing it. I’m probably like 75% better now. Body temp is still off but at least I’m not as sick anymore. I need to quit. I want to quit. I’ve got every reason to quit but not necessarily every opportunity... ugh. It’s a slippery slope.