I am looking for the introduction page the beginning. Ive got not just a hell of a story but on the flip side i havnt been laid in years$!. Im 33 and cant find my profile or photo. Now ive always enjoyed reading bluelight since i got a smartphone in 2013. I have qualifications that dont end up gracing this site often I have insight that most could only get from experience that would cost ones own life. Ive got a story for most days of life with vivid recall. I say my memory is real different than anyone i know and have ever known. So am i some hybrid with E.T. DNA ? Na im like the euphoric recall guy. God i sound gay but with all my experiences being drunk high and fucked up for 17yrs ive created a library in my head. From what ive read to what ive lived thru. Yes i have issues and im human death ripped my family in half death gave me life. Over 3 yrs ago one night i became a spiritual Dave. Ive lost my father and brother to DA and my friends have died and died. My insight on opiates amps alcohol speed x bnzos barbs science pharmacology supplements hit me up or do i look for questions? to chime in and share personal truths on a magic carpet ride to hell

