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I'm an easy going girl. Most people I know smoke weed. But I went dark almost 3 years ago when my ex started giving me his oxy script. He then proposed. I ran from him but still love the high. Then when I started going to meetings I met a guy who took me to the dark side. I have been IV for about 2.5 months and my skin is fucked. I have low blood pressure and not the best at going in.
 
The first time I got high was smoking wed out of a can and then swimming in a pool. Nowadays, I hate weed. Prefer opiates. Would love a non stop supply of (blu) what we call oxy 30's here. But not available so I found some black tar and went dark. At first a guy I met in recovery meetings shot me up then he was gone and I had to figure it out myself. Which didn't work well cause I have only been IVing by myself a few months and my injection sites are fucked. I am either doing it wrong or have terrible viens
 
I'm not interested in being a dope addict because I feel like dope addicts (like me) never really DO ANYTHING. ITS the sit around hit and nod mentality. So boring.
So now I'm trying to get clean aloneexcept for like 1.5 strips of suboxone
 
Welcome to Bluelight!!!Black tar is know to be terrible for veins because of it's consistency, acidity, and sometimes shitty cuts like glucose. It's better if micron filtered, and some also use a small amount of sodium bicarb to raise ph so it's not so acidic. Glad you are trying to get clean, it's true most dope addicts never really do shit except hustle, score, use, and nod. You'd be much better off on subs.
 
Hey thanks for your post. I know it's terrible but I wanna grab some China White before I call it a day. Chicago for Xmas maybe? Nah. Stupid thoughts but every site on my forearms is fucked. It's so crazy how it all gets blurred in our minds. I wanna be able to have normal forearms and not be in the bathroom all the time. I'm going clean for awhile to heal my arms and embarrassingly my feet. This fucking east bay tar must be messed up. China White any better?
 
Tallblondeopiate said:
Hey thanks for your post. I know it's terrible but I wanna grab some China White before I call it a day. Chicago for Xmas maybe? Nah. Stupid thoughts but every site on my forearms is fucked. It's so crazy how it all gets blurred in our minds. I wanna be able to have normal forearms and not be in the bathroom all the time. I'm going clean for awhile to heal my arms and embarrassingly my feet. This fucking east bay tar must be messed up. China White any better?
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Powder is alot easier on your veins, unfortunately alot of it is cut with fentanyl these days and can therefore be very easy to overdose on. And either way, a heavy dope habit is sure to fuck up your life.
 
I made it through today sober except for one hit of weed and a 1/4 of a suboxxone strip. Didn't feel to bad actually. Kinda emotionally, crying and down but forced myself to go out of the house and that helped. I really do want to do things again. Seems I was just nodding in front of the tv for the last few months which is a waste.
 
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