Sounds like me... Unfortunately adderall leads to stronger uppers and opiates are always there to show you a good time. Alcohol in my opinion is just my replacement for benzos when i need a good smooth comedown. Be careful, Tho brotha.. im turning 21 in a month so im not far ahead of you experience wise. But 18-19 was when i found out weed sucked and how awesome the good shit was . Just know your limits and i wish the best on your journey. Wrong turn and you will be like me and end up doing lines of crystal for as long as my body could tolerate and when i sensed its time to come down id make sure to have something to ease this weather it be tabs, perks, xannax, or a fat sack of ice next to my bed to reasssure me when my body finally crashes i can wake up and go at it again. Dont worry tho i am starting to get this habit under control and as im growing older i slowly look at life as more and more valuable and as i grow smarter and i continue to keep my job, i will check myself into a clinic and be done. 18 years old tho i went to rehab for 2 weeks for opiates, breezed thru, and they day i got out i had every intention to pop a pill the second they let me go. So this time knowing what I know I am very confident that even tho i have made some unsmart decisions which lead to habits.. I can beat it any time with just some will power. LIVE and LOve Life Bro. Sorry for the book on my becoming an adult.. That was a fat line
