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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

New Crystal Meth User(s) Need Help

Dude, really, you should just not do meth.

Sure, this is a bit of dick sizing, actually it ain't, it's more to serve as gauge of where I'm coming from.

But, yo, I've smoked more meth in a night than you've done in your little multi-day session. I've binged for months like this and got crazy hallucination, both audible and visual. It fucking sucks, hardcore. Don't do it. You damage yourself. Don't be dumb.

Also, as far as crystals. Again, I've done so much meth that if this was true, I'd be able to break a piece of my arm, smoke it, and get so fucking spun that I'd go and build a house single handedly in a night. I've never had anything like that happen.

It ain't real.
 
Oh. My. God. So i haven't been to sleep yet..when i decided i was gonna be going to sleep it was already sunny out and i cant just crash all day and night..people would obviously know something is up, and this is a secret to everyone i know, only a couple friends that i know do it and/or are cool with it..

But wow, I seriously apologize for wasting ur guys time with my ''white spots and crystals on my arms'' This is quite embarassing..I dozed off at my comp for just like 3 minutes, but honestly those 3 minutes i guess kinda snapped me back to reality..instantly looked at my arm and of course there are no spots..but its like damn the same spots i was looking at for like 2 hours..and as far as Meth crystals being excreted from under my skins..That was just stupid..i still dont know if waht im seeing is real but i should not have worded it as ''crystals'' coming out..I still am picking off little white sparkly shit, but they are as small as a grain of salt and disinigrate when i pick it up..lets just hope i can make it through the day going to the river(not swimming just chillin) Functioning on like 50 something hours of no sleep, having to be around all my friends THAT DON'T know i started this..Lets hope a nice shower will wake me up and keep me functioning and not seeing shit..atleast till i get back..

And I only have 2 nice sized bowls left and i was wondering, do you think i would get even more spun if i saved it until i was able to get some sleep in., or should i just finish it off while im still up an high =/

Fuck today is gonna suck.
 
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Say you're not feeling well and go to bed.


Putting on a show and acting normal and ending up behind the wheel could kill you or others easily.

The possibility of them thinking something is up is WAY more likely if you're hanging out with friends all day running on no sleep than if you were to just not feel good and take a day off.
 
i agree with the above post, tell your friends you are tired and stay home and rest. save the rest of the meth for another day. but dont let The Man In The Closet get it.
 
I would but its already been planned, and nah im just gonna ride with them so basically all i have to is sit there, and get a couple words in now and again.. i already thought about bailing but they are already here in my garage waiting for me to take a shower as we speak

Wish me luck, and lol at the man in the closet..maybe if i was up for another 24 hours..just maby.
 
I'l admit, I skimmed. Looks like it's not working out well for you. Heads up, It NEVER does for ANYONE.
Quit while you can. Serious. I should have listened and 2 days out my skin crawls and the things I consider doing to get my fix, sick sick sick.
Don't be another.
I know, no one wants to be told.
I didn't.
I should have.

Check out my poem, Walking on Broken Glass in "words" forum. It took me 1 MONTH to end up feeling that way. I would hate to see someone else be there!
 
Put the damn speed down, you obviously cant trust yourself to make a sane logical decision at this point or you're just completely self destructive.

As the proverb goes "the gods give us what we pray for" and you're going to get it by playing with fire.
 
God, the river was hell..well it was cool for like the first 2 hours the shower really woke me up for a while, but after that first 2 hours is was pure hell..i didnt know we were gonna be gone there as long as we were so i only brought 2 water bottles thinking i'd be koo..hell no i wasn't, i was getting cotton mouth an then id take a drink of water and i swear 1 minute later the cotton mouth would come back, we walked down the river for a bit and on the walk i had like 2 drinks of water left, after those 2 drinks were gone like 10 minutes later i got the most horrible stomach pains of my life..i guess thats what i get for not eating for almost 3 days..I mean dont get me wrong..I've tryed forcing myself to eat..nothing at all looks appealing, and what i did start to eat the one and only time in this whole ordeal i got 3 bites in and then gagged that last bite back up..But yeah my stomach pains lasted alll day..I should have just bailed..i was dead tired before i got in the shower earlier, i really should have just fuck them and fallen asleep, but now i cant :( i layed here with my eyes closed for like 30 minutes i just physically cant fall asleep..And the thing is im not even really high anymore..the only slight euphoria i feel is in my head and My vision is kind of blurred, but that might be cause of being awake so long..ever since the last load i took When i started to see ''crystals and white spots'' LOL i havent smoked any more and the hallucinations have stopped, except for seeing Light tracers, which i can do anytime i want anyways i just have to sit in a dark room..think i'd start hallucinating if i did a bowl considering i havent smoked in over 13 hours. or is it still the fact that ive been awake for so long?

God, im typing novels again like im tweaked, but honestly i dont feel tweaked,, at this point i dont know what to feel anymore.

An trust me, i do not plan subsituting addictions, i plan on using Until i can get past the Hardest part of the Opiate w/ds then i will probably not do shit ..im not gonna say forever, but for awhile..its a hassle just trying to find this shit..Who wants to have to give some dude 4 bucks gas money and smoke a fat ass Bowl with him just to go pick it up from like 45 minutes away every time i want some, or have to deal with another tweaker as the dealer to and he dissapears for like 3 days at a time, or sleep for like 24 hours at a time..its whatever though
 
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I know this is a mad old post but..

I heard some guy buggin out outside my apartment window. His grocery bag ripped open and he was droppin bread and shit fallin all over the place buggin out mumblin shit.
He decides to just abandon the food and walks away, comes back a few seconds later tried to pick all the bread and shit up again...he succeeds buggin the fuck out.

Anyway, so I google, "I just seen some guy trippin out on meth"

This topic came up

All I gotto say is meth psychosis is some crazy shit (this is coming from a person who is an opiate addict..never tried meth).
 
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