Mauiwowita
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 12, 2012
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Hello Everyone,
I have seen this forum and topix, still not sure of the purpose as in is it so people can get drugs or discuss highs or get help or something else? Anyways it seems the focus is drugs so maybe my secret can be discussed with others in the same boat. Chronic back pain 3 surguries, fused spine with lots of metal....in 40's with a 25 year old maturity....doc started me on percocets, then oxycodone and wow I um kinda have enjoyed them a little to much, its been 3 years now and am up to 60 mg 2 times a day er and 4 ir 30's a day. So been running out at the end of the month so hmmmmm does that mean I am not just drug dependant but maybe addicted???? So I am out and I have 7 days to suffer til the next prescription. So me a person who dosent know drug dealors tried to meet some from on-line then chickended out, now even had a fantasy of holding up a pharmacy...uh no I dont think so.....so red flaggin myself for obsessing about this. The thing is it gets rid of my pain for a few hours at a time. sigh.......so any way I am in Northern Cali and would love to chat!
Regards,
Maui
I have seen this forum and topix, still not sure of the purpose as in is it so people can get drugs or discuss highs or get help or something else? Anyways it seems the focus is drugs so maybe my secret can be discussed with others in the same boat. Chronic back pain 3 surguries, fused spine with lots of metal....in 40's with a 25 year old maturity....doc started me on percocets, then oxycodone and wow I um kinda have enjoyed them a little to much, its been 3 years now and am up to 60 mg 2 times a day er and 4 ir 30's a day. So been running out at the end of the month so hmmmmm does that mean I am not just drug dependant but maybe addicted???? So I am out and I have 7 days to suffer til the next prescription. So me a person who dosent know drug dealors tried to meet some from on-line then chickended out, now even had a fantasy of holding up a pharmacy...uh no I dont think so.....so red flaggin myself for obsessing about this. The thing is it gets rid of my pain for a few hours at a time. sigh.......so any way I am in Northern Cali and would love to chat!
Regards,
Maui
