So right now I'm on cocaine and 4mg of hydromorphone, which I plugged... This is an interesting combination. The cocaine probably fucked up whatever I'd feel with the hydromorphone but I am feeling better and better... it's about T+30min right now... we'll see how I feel in another 15 minutes...
I had therapy and a psychiatrist appointment today. I was pretty bummed because of my lack of funds... I asked my psychiatrist to add Xanax to my Klonopin script but he wouldn't. He's really fucking against Xanax for some reason. Whatever. I guess I can ask my GP to prescribe it... she's pretty good with actually listening to me.
I think I'm starting to come up on the Dilaudid... wow... quite interesting, very different from oxymorphone/Opana... Wheeeeeeee!
Pupil check: They look "normal" ... somewhere between coked up and opiated... How fantastical.
Ugh, a friend of a friend died today and that bummed me out quite a bit... Or am I just mad because I had money and no drugs??? I don't know... but today worked out rather nicely.
I picked up Dilaudid, fentanyl lollipops, cocaine and Xanax... Thanks for the tax refund, Uncle Sam! I love this time of year... :D
Anyway, this is useless high rambling. Debating on whether or not to do another line of cocaine... That usually ends up with me doing more coke. Ah well. Coke is my first love. I stayed away from it for 8 years and just got back into it a few months ago. It's not the 8-ball a night that I used to do but any cocaine is too much cocaine for a coke head.
I had therapy and a psychiatrist appointment today. I was pretty bummed because of my lack of funds... I asked my psychiatrist to add Xanax to my Klonopin script but he wouldn't. He's really fucking against Xanax for some reason. Whatever. I guess I can ask my GP to prescribe it... she's pretty good with actually listening to me.
I think I'm starting to come up on the Dilaudid... wow... quite interesting, very different from oxymorphone/Opana... Wheeeeeeee!
Pupil check: They look "normal" ... somewhere between coked up and opiated... How fantastical.
Ugh, a friend of a friend died today and that bummed me out quite a bit... Or am I just mad because I had money and no drugs??? I don't know... but today worked out rather nicely.
I picked up Dilaudid, fentanyl lollipops, cocaine and Xanax... Thanks for the tax refund, Uncle Sam! I love this time of year... :D
Anyway, this is useless high rambling. Debating on whether or not to do another line of cocaine... That usually ends up with me doing more coke. Ah well. Coke is my first love. I stayed away from it for 8 years and just got back into it a few months ago. It's not the 8-ball a night that I used to do but any cocaine is too much cocaine for a coke head.
