Hi, I browsed this site over the last few days with the first day being on the end of a 5 day binge consisting of and starting with alcohol with cocaine use for the 2 days onto meth for the last 3 days with only my 5th day not involving alcohol.
My bingeing was never a thing beyond 2 days on the weekend and up until 3 months ago never involved meth. Only recently because I am jobless again has it extended beyond 2 days.
Thos last binge was probably the most insane drug consumption binge I ever went on and only the 2nd time I used Coke and meth simultaneously but again was started with getting drunk and searching for a way to level out. I almost always have to be drinking during my drug use. I almost always have to go from high to drunk during a binge in order to feel leveled.
I just want to see if anyone has an idea if my problem is based solely my alcohol problem since I don't use drugs when I'm sober nor do I have any kind of regular urge to do so. Seems only alcohol can release the drug addiction inside of me.
Am I delusional or is it possible I still only need to control my alcohol urges in order to beat all my addictions at once!??
Btw, I know I have a problem, it's just a matter of how manyy issues needed to be addressed.
My bingeing was never a thing beyond 2 days on the weekend and up until 3 months ago never involved meth. Only recently because I am jobless again has it extended beyond 2 days.
Thos last binge was probably the most insane drug consumption binge I ever went on and only the 2nd time I used Coke and meth simultaneously but again was started with getting drunk and searching for a way to level out. I almost always have to be drinking during my drug use. I almost always have to go from high to drunk during a binge in order to feel leveled.
I just want to see if anyone has an idea if my problem is based solely my alcohol problem since I don't use drugs when I'm sober nor do I have any kind of regular urge to do so. Seems only alcohol can release the drug addiction inside of me.
Am I delusional or is it possible I still only need to control my alcohol urges in order to beat all my addictions at once!??
Btw, I know I have a problem, it's just a matter of how manyy issues needed to be addressed.
