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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

Never tried H but hoping to pretend like I do it

My view points are so similar to yours and I'm glad I have this site to see first hand experience from people who think like me. I was thinking of going straight to shooting it because I thought I'm still doing H anyways but after reading through its like shooting it and snorting it are two different drugs.

If things go smoothly I'm going to tell her the truth and not lie because I rather go with the chance of getting ripped off then screwing up with people's business down there which might not end up too well. I just don't know what to tell her because its hard to trust people and i lied straight of the bat so I hope she still does business with me.
 
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Yeah bro, I thought the same way! At first when I was around it, I was thinking I'd just snort it.. But then it was "well, if I'm trying H I might as well do it the right way!"

And honesty isn't a bad idea.. You could just be straight up and tell her you were lying because you've had shit luck in the past and are afraid of getting ripped off again. She might appreciate your honesty.. But who knows. However you do it, if this is something you go through with, just please be careful. The amount of H it takes to kill somebody does not look like much..

It's tough too.. because to be honest, to really get a good experience, you need to do a decent amount.. But at the same time, too much can be something there's no coming back from.. Maybe if you're honest with her you can let her know how often you take percs so the two of you can try to judge where your tolerance is at, and what a good dose for your first time is.

If you're worried about getting ripped off, see if you can do it there with you, and chill for a few minutes until it kicks in. If you're honest you might get less for your money, but if she lets you do it while you're with her she's not likely to give you completely bunk shit.

Either way, keep us posted my friend, and stay safe.

Haha, and if you do have some bad luck and this ends up becoming a problem for me.. Ibogaine saved my life. I've had this account here since 2003, so I'm always available here. So you can PM me if you ever need help.
 
I would back out of the whole tester thing since you really don't know what you are doing, no offense man.

You could say you normally do oxy and you do heroin when that runs low. You agreed to the tester thing because it sounded like a brilliant idea when you were going through withdrawals but you don't really know heroin in specific well enough to give a good judgment on testing. Say you do it but not all the time so there are better qualified people out there. Apologize for agreeing to be a tester and say you still would like to cop some shit from her though. Do you think she is going to be more irritated with you for explaining that you don't know the heroin game well enough to test but you know it well enough to know if you are being fucked but she will never find out how much you do actually know. Or do you think she is gonna be more irritated when you tell her something that may not be true, she loses money and then figures out how much you do know? If you choose the prior and she asks how you like it just smile, wink and say it did the trick.
 
undertoker said:
I havent been scared thus far, like going out there looking for it, meeting the random people. Its just that I want to try H, and I honestly will do what it takes to finally try it. To me it seems like she's only getting stuff because she knows that I'll test it for her and be able to make her alot, I dont want to ruin this by saying I'm a noob and have never tried it.
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Just go buy some bags and smoke it of foil. That would be the next best to injecting it.

And I have to disagree with pillpopper, oxycodone is nowhere near as euphoric as the heroin i get. No Tar or other gunk, nice white(sometimes yellowish) smack..

And i highly doubt that you can act like you are dopesick. Just go and buy some bags from different people and try snorting a small line to get a taste for it but I would really recomend smoking it because of the intensified euphoria.
 
^It is difficult to get down the technique for smoking heroin at first.

Also, he will be getting powder heroin which is even harder to smoke.
 
Pchild said:
Well I was just like you, 10 years ago! I thought I could chip, no problem. The real problem is addiction comes on real sneaky like. Hard to explain, but before long, your like sucked in.

I'll bet if you ask most here, if they started out wanting to chip, they would say yes. Sounds good on paper, but in the real world it's not that easy.

As far as life experience, I'll answer it this way. I have a bunch of life experience. But being addicted to opiates is one that I could surely do without. I see nothing in the future that it will every help me with. It's caused me more pain and misery than ANYTHING in my entire life.

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Most people who try heroin don't get addicted. I'm not saying it's good to do it, but I think chipping is very possible. Also, in terms of physical and mental damage, opiates aren't nearly as bad as many other drugs (stimulants, alcohol, tobacco, etc). Opiate addiction sucked, and it's true that no one plans on being addicted (or almost no one), but chipping isn't an out of reach thing. It takes some will power though.
 
If I were you I'd wait for another opportunity to try H if you're determined to try it. I think it's best to try it with someone who is experienced with it. You'll probably get ripped off the first few times, but that's the price you pay, and in the grander scheme of Heroin addiction that's not too big of a price.

I would just tell the girl the truth, I wouldn't want to try heroin for my first time under the circumstances you described. You want someone around who knows what they're doing because you have a better chance of getting high, I wouldn't inject for my first time and smoking takes some practice so you'll need someone to help you out.

Once you meet the right (or wrong) people you'll find that heroin is everywhere and is almost always available when you know a bunch of junkies. It's not a scene you want to get caught up in but if you really want to try it I'd wait for a better situation in which to try it.

Obviously the best thing to do is just forget about the whole thing and live your life without trying heroin but if you're anything like me your preoccupation with trying H will eventually lead you to an opportunity to try it, just be as safe as you can and remember you can always take more but not less so go slow.
 
I don't really like to tell people that they shouldn't do whatever drug it is they are researching, but in my opinion what you are talking about doing seems like a bad idea. I have read too many threads on this website about people having terrible experiences with heroin addiction, and many of these people say that they wish they never would have taken heroin to begin with. I think that heroin is a drug that should be feared because it has been known to completely destroy people's lives. If you have already taken opiates and like their effects you should be very careful with heroin because I believe that it is one of those drugs that grabs you by the balls the first time you try it.

At the very least read a few threads in the darkside concerning heroin addiction before you go forward with your plans of trying this drug. You owe it to yourself to be fully aware of what you are getting yourself into. Anyway, good luck, and whatever decision you make I hope you come to find out that you made the right choice.
 
ihatepipes said:
I don't really like to tell people that they shouldn't do whatever drug it is they are researching, but in my opinion what you are talking about doing seems like a bad idea. I have read too many threads on this website about people having terrible experiences with heroin addiction, and many of these people say that they wish they never would have taken heroin to begin with. I think that heroin is a drug that should be feared because it has been known to completely destroy people's lives. If you have already taken opiates and like their effects you should be very careful with heroin because I believe that it is one of those drugs that grabs you by the balls the first time you try it.

At the very least read a few threads in the darkside concerning heroin addiction before you go forward with your plans of trying this drug. You owe it to yourself to be fully aware of what you are getting yourself into. Anyway, good luck, and whatever decision you make I hope you come to find out that you made the right choice.
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For me this is the worst thing about Bluelight, watching people walk into addictions with their eyes wide open, with depressingly predictable results. Although I guess there are some smart ones that heed the warnings, maybe we just don't hear from them so much so the harm reduction isn't as app arent. So maybe threads like this aren't so bad. Wow, completely changed my opinion over the 2 minutes it took to write this!

OP - you can't 'control' the effects of your first shot/sniff/smoke of h, you will be powerless if it exceeds your tolerance. Your inexperience will be evident, heroin culture is like a language. Hopefully one you'll choose not to learn.

Posing as a tester is a terrible idea. She and all her buyers are relying on your experienced & informed opinion on the strength of this stuff. You're not qualified to comment. You could always ask her how good she is at dealing with an OD before you start, I guess thats harm reduction of sorts.
 
ihatepipes said:
I don't really like to tell people that they shouldn't do whatever drug it is they are researching, but in my opinion what you are talking about doing seems like a bad idea. I have read too many threads on this website about people having terrible experiences with heroin addiction, and many of these people say that they wish they never would have taken heroin to begin with. I think that heroin is a drug that should be feared because it has been known to completely destroy people's lives. If you have already taken opiates and like their effects you should be very careful with heroin because I believe that it is one of those drugs that grabs you by the balls the first time you try it.

At the very least read a few threads in the darkside concerning heroin addiction before you go forward with your plans of trying this drug. You owe it to yourself to be fully aware of what you are getting yourself into. Anyway, good luck, and whatever decision you make I hope you come to find out that you made the right choice.
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Very well put.
 
I'd back out as being a tester since she says she has other people, but don't tell her the truth.
 
shoot a oxy 40 1st then try a tiny bit of h it is similar to oxy but not as much of a happy feeling more of a tired super itchy feeling like when you wake early in the morning hung over on beer tired.....

also oxy being cleaner ifour gonna shoot it and you miss the vein with H you will burn like shit like a bad bad bee sting with oxy i cant remember it ever burning and the pleasure is like a orgasm as to H is like a limp dick , lol in my honest opinon id be safe if you are gonnna ginnie pig any h detroit may have good shit take a small amount and snorting tar that shoit fucking burns like shit pass on that.....be safe your young not a good age for fucking with the devil already!!!!
 
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