Never Stop Bleeding

[FoxyKel]

Did you ever feel fear, or did you just think you had?
Did you ever deserve it, did you do something bad?
Did you ever miss something that you never had?
Did you ever convince yourself you were mad?
Did your heart ever hurt so much it stopped beating?
Did you wish it would burst and never stop bleeding?
Did you ever feel pain so strong you went numb?
Did you ever call a name in hope they would come?
Did you ever love someone without hearing their voice?
Did you ever even think you had a choice?
Did your heart ever hurt so much it stopped beating?
Did you wish it burst and never stop bleeding?
- Kelle
[ 20 January 2003: Message edited by: FoxyKel ]

 

[bisKi]

(((Kelle))
I did wish for my heart to stop beating so I wouldn't feel the pain and emotions..
but whatever it is bubz, you know we're here for you. xoxo

 

[Nik137]

I can completely relate to your pain; the feeling of your heart just crumbling and not having the hope in the world to even want it to be put back together. You write about pain really beautifully; I think its the best way to deal with it.

 

[Raz]

Originally posted by FoxyKel:
Did you ever feel pain so strong you went numb?
Did you ever call a name in hope they would come?

Yep...neither lasts long though, reality kind of kicks in after a while and you have to leave the dream state of being able to turn yourself off for a while...
sent a chill down me with that bit Kel..
--Raz--

 

[Babygrl24]

Hey girl. I can so relate to every word you wrote. Ive been in that state for the past year. I guess you could say things do slowly get better but for me every time i see that guy it seems like i start all over right where i began to start healing. My best advice to you is that if a guy has got you down this bad just do your best to completely remove him from your life. He isnt worth your time and once you do that then you will be able to start feeling again.