RaVeStArS19
Bluelighter
You knew me before I met you
But you never knew I would grow up like this
But im not that lil girl anymore that always tagged along
Im not the lil sister you always saw
You never knew you’d look at me this way after all these years
I can tell from the way you are staring at me now
You never would have thought I’d be in your life
I was just a memory to you, in the back of your mind somewhere
You grew up with my older sister and cousins
Your best friend was in love with my sister and his mom is my dads best friend
Now I am here in this room standing in front of you, trying to catch my breath
You never knew you’d want someone as much as you did at that moment and neither did I
I bet you never knew you’d like someone like me
And im sure you never expected the girl who would end up loving you the most would be me
Well now you know and im right here with you
I bet you never knew this would happen between us
No one expected this from the two of us
It was complete surprise for us too
Now I know you never knew things would be like this so confusing and overwhelming at the same time
And No one else would have ever imagined it; I was just the lil sister, the younger cousin, and the one who was hardly ever around the family anymore
But now Im wondering if you KNEW that you would treat me like this after I gave my heart to you
When we shared so much, you knew you’d walk away without saying a word to me
You knew and so did everyone else around me
But no they all were silent because some were jealous and some cared to much to hurt me
So they waited for you to break my heart and run away
But I never knew I would be dieing inside even after your gone, its because for some reason
I thought I knew that you would always be around like you used to be when I was that lil girl you knew
But what I thought I knew was completely wrong and all I know now is
I MISS you so much! And I wish I would have known
~*lynsi*~
[ 02 January 2002: Message edited by: RaVeStArS19 ]
But you never knew I would grow up like this
But im not that lil girl anymore that always tagged along
Im not the lil sister you always saw
You never knew you’d look at me this way after all these years
I can tell from the way you are staring at me now
You never would have thought I’d be in your life
I was just a memory to you, in the back of your mind somewhere
You grew up with my older sister and cousins
Your best friend was in love with my sister and his mom is my dads best friend
Now I am here in this room standing in front of you, trying to catch my breath
You never knew you’d want someone as much as you did at that moment and neither did I
I bet you never knew you’d like someone like me
And im sure you never expected the girl who would end up loving you the most would be me
Well now you know and im right here with you
I bet you never knew this would happen between us
No one expected this from the two of us
It was complete surprise for us too
Now I know you never knew things would be like this so confusing and overwhelming at the same time
And No one else would have ever imagined it; I was just the lil sister, the younger cousin, and the one who was hardly ever around the family anymore
But now Im wondering if you KNEW that you would treat me like this after I gave my heart to you
When we shared so much, you knew you’d walk away without saying a word to me
You knew and so did everyone else around me
But no they all were silent because some were jealous and some cared to much to hurt me
So they waited for you to break my heart and run away
But I never knew I would be dieing inside even after your gone, its because for some reason
I thought I knew that you would always be around like you used to be when I was that lil girl you knew
But what I thought I knew was completely wrong and all I know now is
I MISS you so much! And I wish I would have known
~*lynsi*~
[ 02 January 2002: Message edited by: RaVeStArS19 ]
