Nervous - Hell ya.

Friday predictions look well YAY!

Though once that is over, I promised myself to seek HRT. Which scares me to no end. More so because I am not out yet to my family - and I sure as hell can't hide needle usage in THIS house. More so how the heck am I going to be able to do it myself. Eventually I will have to, it's a forever commitment - another scary aspect.

Eventually i will have to come out. For obvious reasons, that I can't hide the effects for long.

le sigh.

Well I guess life was not meant to be easy for me.

Ce la Vie.

:|
 
Yeah, once you're on HRT you won't be able to hide it forever. Coming out to my family was probably the scariest thing I've ever done. My mum and sister handled it well - I'm pretty sure they already had a few suspicions over the years lol. Dad, on the other hand, found it more difficult to accept and I think he still does. He's from a conservative Irish Catholic family which probably doesn't help. And as for my extended family, well, I don't really have anything to do with them these days. Not only because of the tranny thing, but also my drug addictions. I find it easier just to avoid contact with them. :\
 
You always comfort my outrageously stupendous thought process. Thank you for being awesomeness ;)
 
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