TL;DR short version in below post by me, I know this is long and detailed but I am in pain and off my head slightl.... nah off my head a fair bit
As per title, I am on 100mg methadone daily as opiate therapy, was 80mg but pain forced 100mg - this is (20ml syrup) and this will be a long post as I am awake (chemically assisted stimulation atm, but after I slept well after using more methadone than I should have due to pain. fuck. INCLUDING DHC on top.
Remember I am chemically awake . sorry if i rambled here ......
Info Re Me
I am a Male in my 20's, "Opiate Addict in MMT treatment" - Started using /w "soft" opiates, never have I IV'd heroin but (would) consider it if not treated properly with proper painkillers as i feel I am a little under medicated now, and no I wouldn't take it to just get high, I'd take whatever I could to get PAIN RELIEF right now. It's an Option right now for me unfortunately -- though 100mg methadone sorta kills it as it would be too expensive to use (Id expect) and ILLEGAL even as a painkiller I'd think, even if for breakthrough and IV'd! which id rather stay away from. So I am looking at my options via the legal proper route - I have no desire to further ruin my life, I need to do things the right way, but deserve proper medication to live day to day.
My Opiates Past Use - Were mostly All of 2012 on off as needed (3-4x weekly) , and Daily during late 2011. - Then Opiate replacement therapy started late 2012 afaik (suboxone first then methadone worked better for me at the time, probably because it's a full agonist and I was still chasing anxiety relief, I wanted to start getting OFF now, but this issue happened. No way Will I be on something for no reason other than to keep well, if it helps me with pain it has a purpose , if it does nothing but keep me from being sick. I want OFF. So for now it has a purpose, after my foot heals I'm getting OFF. I dont want to be on 15 years like some junkies i've seen in a short stint In a bad place (government run, guess it.... mmmm, )
Tonight: Took earlier - 200mg - 2 days dose of m'done(sun,mon) and 200mg DHC liquid(100ml rikodeine) tonight for pain, whilst stupid to take doses I cant afford to be without, I was badly in pain - these were also taken 12+hrs after 100mg m'done (so 300mg mdone downed in 24hrs, just for pain relief as needed.,+ 200mg DHC if it even does anything i am yet to notice due to using done on top unsure there.) with 100mg being normal my daily dose for this foot pain + opiate treatment. This extra 200mg + DHC was taken as my daily dose had worn off as pain relief and I was in agony! Burning and pins and needles all up to my ankle, unbareable, Yes, I probably overdid the dose (I did nod off 1.5hrs after), but clearly It's not enough pain relief at 100mg methadone a day (usually 1pm or 3.20PM) for me in the first place or the takeaway would have happily sat on my shelf like It used to some sundays when I had takeaways I forgot to use not being in pain.
SOLUTION for my breakthrough pain??
Now I don't want to keep upping methadone It does not help breakthrough pain I experience after it's worn off as primary painkiller. I feel a short supply of other pain relief until my foot gets better (4-8 weeks from now) using another opioid for breakthrough pain Thoughts on short term : (Oxycontin 30mg / 40mg / 80mg(?) bottle(28) of 40mg or 80mg (Probably 40mg x28 bottle, 2 daily, that's 2 weeks from now which is when I see my methadone dr) OR perhaps - Kapanol IR Morphine 100mg? Is this going to work? Or MS Contin Morphine Time Release 200mg (Appropriate?) if not, even Dilaudid IR Hydromorphone 8mg x 20 - Perhaps Dilaudid 8mg tablets x20 (bottle) might be an option (not the best I see but something) -- so that this pain isnt unbareable - this is replies I need from bluelighters, what would you do? Any Chronic pain patients?
I consider my methadone your norspan or durogesic patch so that covers my general pain at least, but not breakthru (unlike the pain patients patches heh), what do we all think I should do??.
So I was looking to step off the done, but I can't for reasons mentioned above -- as even 100mg is not enough pain relief LONG enough, it's fine for 6 hours it works well for that time, just not after. (I upped 20mg to100mg from 80mg daily prior to this illness) and it doesn't provide enough pain relief for a whole 24hours as I am expected to wait until next dose leaving me in significant pain starting 6 hours after dose (usually about 6pm). Wondering how do I cope....
THE ACTUAL PAIN PROBLEM AND MY CURRENT ISSUE! BELOW
Pain Cause: I damaged nerves (called neuropraxia) in my left foot after a suicide attempt left my leg hanging half off the bed for 12+hrs (idiot no lectures please), leaving me with temporary (6-8 weeks, we hope, if I am able to do proper exercise on it which again I am limited due to pain unless well medicated so I can step as best as expected, instead of limping and no pressure on the foot) the pain is called neuropraxia/neuropathic pain due to compression of nerves apparently.
I was forced to up my methadone to 100mg from 80mg rather than decrease as I was planning. This higher does does not cover "breakthrough" pain (6+hrs after dose, i want to chop my foot off sometimes due to the pain,after the done wears off other days if i've layed around in bed it's bareable and OK enough, just feels like It's in a bucket of ice water and slight pain but I'm a man I can bare most things... with no extra painkillers needed except my done, and I usually take my methadone after 1PM as late as i can bare so i can have a functional afternoon and SLEEP OK.... so I'm usually OK until 6.30PM, this is the longest I can manage and Ideally I'd prefer to take it at 8AM so i can but I cant! Or I'll be stuffed at 1PM or earlier) so sometimes I'm in agony ( like now as I write this) as the 'done for me only provides 6hrs useful relief of pain. If I had something to take for breakthrough pain after the done wears off or isn't enough, I'd be taking it, I think the MS contin or oxycontin is enough at a bottle of 28 40mg oxy, should last 2 weeks with the pain i'm in, or even 30mg as we expect it to get better. If not, 200mg ms contin's would help me.. Unfortunately I'm not the doctor and since I'm on methadone therapy, can I even be prescribed these meds even if in dire need? My MMT doctor just offered to give me takeaways (thanks doc, at least I dont have to try and crawl the 20min walk there, because I can't... I CAN organise a lift or a bus or taxi for the 2 weeks of takeaways to pick them up though, that's fine.) but I wonder if I can receive anything else to help me day-to day.
I'm lucky I'm not employed at the moment Or I'dve lost my job for sick days.
Sorry if this thread is jumbled mess, I'll do a small tl;dr below because i've done lots of cut-n-paste and at the same time been going afk often to put hot compress's on my foot to help hopefully. I am told it works.
As per title, I am on 100mg methadone daily as opiate therapy, was 80mg but pain forced 100mg - this is (20ml syrup) and this will be a long post as I am awake (chemically assisted stimulation atm, but after I slept well after using more methadone than I should have due to pain. fuck. INCLUDING DHC on top.
Remember I am chemically awake . sorry if i rambled here ......
Info Re Me
I am a Male in my 20's, "Opiate Addict in MMT treatment" - Started using /w "soft" opiates, never have I IV'd heroin but (would) consider it if not treated properly with proper painkillers as i feel I am a little under medicated now, and no I wouldn't take it to just get high, I'd take whatever I could to get PAIN RELIEF right now. It's an Option right now for me unfortunately -- though 100mg methadone sorta kills it as it would be too expensive to use (Id expect) and ILLEGAL even as a painkiller I'd think, even if for breakthrough and IV'd! which id rather stay away from. So I am looking at my options via the legal proper route - I have no desire to further ruin my life, I need to do things the right way, but deserve proper medication to live day to day.
My Opiates Past Use - Were mostly All of 2012 on off as needed (3-4x weekly) , and Daily during late 2011. - Then Opiate replacement therapy started late 2012 afaik (suboxone first then methadone worked better for me at the time, probably because it's a full agonist and I was still chasing anxiety relief, I wanted to start getting OFF now, but this issue happened. No way Will I be on something for no reason other than to keep well, if it helps me with pain it has a purpose , if it does nothing but keep me from being sick. I want OFF. So for now it has a purpose, after my foot heals I'm getting OFF. I dont want to be on 15 years like some junkies i've seen in a short stint In a bad place (government run, guess it.... mmmm, )
Tonight: Took earlier - 200mg - 2 days dose of m'done(sun,mon) and 200mg DHC liquid(100ml rikodeine) tonight for pain, whilst stupid to take doses I cant afford to be without, I was badly in pain - these were also taken 12+hrs after 100mg m'done (so 300mg mdone downed in 24hrs, just for pain relief as needed.,+ 200mg DHC if it even does anything i am yet to notice due to using done on top unsure there.) with 100mg being normal my daily dose for this foot pain + opiate treatment. This extra 200mg + DHC was taken as my daily dose had worn off as pain relief and I was in agony! Burning and pins and needles all up to my ankle, unbareable, Yes, I probably overdid the dose (I did nod off 1.5hrs after), but clearly It's not enough pain relief at 100mg methadone a day (usually 1pm or 3.20PM) for me in the first place or the takeaway would have happily sat on my shelf like It used to some sundays when I had takeaways I forgot to use not being in pain.
SOLUTION for my breakthrough pain??
Now I don't want to keep upping methadone It does not help breakthrough pain I experience after it's worn off as primary painkiller. I feel a short supply of other pain relief until my foot gets better (4-8 weeks from now) using another opioid for breakthrough pain Thoughts on short term : (Oxycontin 30mg / 40mg / 80mg(?) bottle(28) of 40mg or 80mg (Probably 40mg x28 bottle, 2 daily, that's 2 weeks from now which is when I see my methadone dr) OR perhaps - Kapanol IR Morphine 100mg? Is this going to work? Or MS Contin Morphine Time Release 200mg (Appropriate?) if not, even Dilaudid IR Hydromorphone 8mg x 20 - Perhaps Dilaudid 8mg tablets x20 (bottle) might be an option (not the best I see but something) -- so that this pain isnt unbareable - this is replies I need from bluelighters, what would you do? Any Chronic pain patients?
I consider my methadone your norspan or durogesic patch so that covers my general pain at least, but not breakthru (unlike the pain patients patches heh), what do we all think I should do??.
So I was looking to step off the done, but I can't for reasons mentioned above -- as even 100mg is not enough pain relief LONG enough, it's fine for 6 hours it works well for that time, just not after. (I upped 20mg to100mg from 80mg daily prior to this illness) and it doesn't provide enough pain relief for a whole 24hours as I am expected to wait until next dose leaving me in significant pain starting 6 hours after dose (usually about 6pm). Wondering how do I cope....
THE ACTUAL PAIN PROBLEM AND MY CURRENT ISSUE! BELOW
Pain Cause: I damaged nerves (called neuropraxia) in my left foot after a suicide attempt left my leg hanging half off the bed for 12+hrs (idiot no lectures please), leaving me with temporary (6-8 weeks, we hope, if I am able to do proper exercise on it which again I am limited due to pain unless well medicated so I can step as best as expected, instead of limping and no pressure on the foot) the pain is called neuropraxia/neuropathic pain due to compression of nerves apparently.
I was forced to up my methadone to 100mg from 80mg rather than decrease as I was planning. This higher does does not cover "breakthrough" pain (6+hrs after dose, i want to chop my foot off sometimes due to the pain,after the done wears off other days if i've layed around in bed it's bareable and OK enough, just feels like It's in a bucket of ice water and slight pain but I'm a man I can bare most things... with no extra painkillers needed except my done, and I usually take my methadone after 1PM as late as i can bare so i can have a functional afternoon and SLEEP OK.... so I'm usually OK until 6.30PM, this is the longest I can manage and Ideally I'd prefer to take it at 8AM so i can but I cant! Or I'll be stuffed at 1PM or earlier) so sometimes I'm in agony ( like now as I write this) as the 'done for me only provides 6hrs useful relief of pain. If I had something to take for breakthrough pain after the done wears off or isn't enough, I'd be taking it, I think the MS contin or oxycontin is enough at a bottle of 28 40mg oxy, should last 2 weeks with the pain i'm in, or even 30mg as we expect it to get better. If not, 200mg ms contin's would help me.. Unfortunately I'm not the doctor and since I'm on methadone therapy, can I even be prescribed these meds even if in dire need? My MMT doctor just offered to give me takeaways (thanks doc, at least I dont have to try and crawl the 20min walk there, because I can't... I CAN organise a lift or a bus or taxi for the 2 weeks of takeaways to pick them up though, that's fine.) but I wonder if I can receive anything else to help me day-to day.
I'm lucky I'm not employed at the moment Or I'dve lost my job for sick days.
Sorry if this thread is jumbled mess, I'll do a small tl;dr below because i've done lots of cut-n-paste and at the same time been going afk often to put hot compress's on my foot to help hopefully. I am told it works.
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