I try to be honest to a fault, embrace my heart and soul that can burn brighter than those new Florescent light bulbs. Givin the chance.
I take solace in knowing that its such a better way to experience life and other people, Dare to take the chance at being truly vulnerable and GIVE ur true self to another person. Embrace who you are without fear of being rejected for it. take a stand and not cower just so you can play it "safe like your told to and cling to the Fake, Generic, Boring, preconceived guidelines of how one is to act which is ingrained in us all day in and day out.
It does the complete opposite of the true goal sharing yourself and getting to know someone" Sadly from time to time i fall back on those preconceived notions, Anxiety, fear, rejection the thought my lil ego could take a bruising if i dont do the dance how were told to..
But in the end it just limits us to an experience far more bland and false compared to the possibilities that are right in front of us if were willing to let go and be true embrace who we are and ENJOY not CONTROL this awesome ride thru the milky way. Take the time to reflect and cherish the connections and moments that etch memories into our souls. maybe im just lost in my own head idk.
Posted this to my facebook the other day but took it down, i took an adderall earlier that day and had been up for quite some time. Does this sound crazy or do u find it inspiring?
Besides the first part, does this qualify as negative capability and for the first time ever instead of saying negative shit or posting a my ex downgraded meme i churned this out instead. seeing her with a total tool gave me the urge to write this..
I take solace in knowing that its such a better way to experience life and other people, Dare to take the chance at being truly vulnerable and GIVE ur true self to another person. Embrace who you are without fear of being rejected for it. take a stand and not cower just so you can play it "safe like your told to and cling to the Fake, Generic, Boring, preconceived guidelines of how one is to act which is ingrained in us all day in and day out.
It does the complete opposite of the true goal sharing yourself and getting to know someone" Sadly from time to time i fall back on those preconceived notions, Anxiety, fear, rejection the thought my lil ego could take a bruising if i dont do the dance how were told to..
But in the end it just limits us to an experience far more bland and false compared to the possibilities that are right in front of us if were willing to let go and be true embrace who we are and ENJOY not CONTROL this awesome ride thru the milky way. Take the time to reflect and cherish the connections and moments that etch memories into our souls. maybe im just lost in my own head idk.
Posted this to my facebook the other day but took it down, i took an adderall earlier that day and had been up for quite some time. Does this sound crazy or do u find it inspiring?
Besides the first part, does this qualify as negative capability and for the first time ever instead of saying negative shit or posting a my ex downgraded meme i churned this out instead. seeing her with a total tool gave me the urge to write this..
