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Some of you may have read my post on detoxing from methadone. Today the w/d's seem to have amped up drastically, including severe pain going down my back all the way to my toes on my right side, again, along with increased withdrawals. WTF IS GOING ON? I literally am a second away from doing a shot.

The thought constantly runs through my head that if I were to use dope during this detox (48 days since last taken methadone, still sick) - that it would restart all of my withdrawals or atleast make tomorrow very miserable upon waking up, and make my recovery from methadone much slower, even if just one shot of dope.

But what's hindering my sobriety right now is not knowing. Anyone have any EXPERIENCE at this? Is my recovery on the verge of one shot ?

I'm gonna try to smoke some more bud and take another hot bath and see if i can get control.

Thanks everyone.
 
Holy shit, I been through methadone withdrawals but mine can't hold a candle to yours! How long/much have you used? 1+ month should be tops to detox. Mine was small, took about 2 weeks to feel normal, sucked but it was worth it. Don't give in to it, hold out. Maybe see a doctor, there could by some underlying issue, you never know... Seek comfort with friends, distract your shittiness with something... Do something crazy, off the wall even if you were sober. Some HEAVY exercise, weightlifting, running, etc. Find a way to take your mind off of it. I assume you just wanna stay in bed... Get out of bed and do something crazy, productive or both...

Just suggestions, I know it's rough...

Sorry I didn't read your other thread, just my two hundredths of a dollar...
 
Fuck. I shot up. Guess you'll find out the answer here soon. I'll make sure to let everyone know how much i fucked myself.
 
I'm so fucking depressed over this now. 48 days. And i used. Wtf is wrong with me. I know it was unbearable but i shouldnt have.fuck. fuck. fuck!
 
dude chill. I don't think you have done any real harm here. Enjoy the break from withdrawal. Get your game face back on and stare down the short time of withdrawals you have left. You are not back anywhere near square 1 bro. The light is there hold on another 2 weeks or so and you will at least be to the PAWS area.
 
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