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Need support to ensure my kids health

Calling back :D no the average police man has hardly enough iq to operate a phone. So still waiting, 2day's and counting for our neighbourhood cop to call me back. Called again today and wtf he confirmed what was in the letter was indeed police policy.

Would I like to have a weekend with my kids he says a breath test and urine sample are required. Hell no.

Well its clear you have to choose. Kids or drugs, including responseable recreative and/ or medical use of Cannabis. Alcohol the same.

looking at the nr's almost 80% of the adult population uses Alcohol, only 1/2 stays on or under the recommended level. Weed use about 24 % of the population has used. No indication of how frequent.

His statement all these people are unfit for parenthood? I asked for an official police letter stating this which he denied. Fuck it.
 
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Might I be inactive 3 months no fear. Still alive.

But there is a chance I will be prisoned 3 months for insulting a policeman. Via Facebook I wrote to him he may take from behind or lick my asshole. Mentioned his probable low iq and lack of empathy.

A reaction on the obligation from his side that I do a breathlizer and urine check before I may take my kids for a weekend. Which I will never do.

This is the guy that is the cause of me not seeing my kids 2 months and 6 days now. 17 august I received a letter about the rules I had to follow up on, rules I had to follow up upon from 21 june. I got punished for breaking the rules I had not the slightest knowledge of.

That this all can be done without evidence, but purely on assumption is scary. It started with a assumed stalking of my ex. Then assumed intoxication. Assumed I had been DUI with my kids, while I don't even drive car.

So I offered them to have a look at the mail and whatsapp. And got a no. So all is on assumption?
 
Via social media doesn't mean shit in this case, if it just an insult and nothing else. You're good. Sorry about the kids yo, I have 3 and I know how it feels -- Just ask him, what are you doing? who are you playin chess with. What he's doing it's beyond wow but that's the system man and we live in a world where women have more influence than man. Are you ok, tho?
 
Shady's Fox said:
Via social media doesn't mean shit in this case, if it just an insult and nothing else. You're good. Sorry about the kids yo, I have 3 and I know how it feels -- Just ask him, what are you doing? who are you playin chess with. What he's doing it's beyond wow but that's the system man and we live in a world where women have more influence than man. Are you ok, tho?
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yeah I am adapting.


hope you right on the legal part 3 month's a lot but they can iiritate you l Offered some excuse to the man, who is actually making the situation looking from the angle of childright's. Worse for my kids. He is responsable for a 2 month + deprivement of one of its parents.

on paper I get the impression no further then this at least more harming then lessening

Bit incoherent btw due to the ALD-52 ;)
 
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:)Reponse able or less. al one big mess.
the big man almighthy came in the proces,

things these minds can't comprehend.
while we both know its the way the wind blows
and sometimes you bend it a bit real slow

:)Using Hallucinogens seemed a bit inproper But with no responability and all fingers pointing at me. this is a gem

Make more of it please!
 
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But did it cure me, off course not. but it had on short term positive effects. To bad the availabillity declined

the only sensation I have is still retains my attention, Alcohol, but seconds later its only something that echoes with the rest. b ackground noise. Btw I am listening to my neighbour's morning cough session. Is that a smoker thing my other neighbour, a delightful 65+ chick. Has several during the day. But he jst seems to puke his guts out. Weird? Ok he is puking his guts out and I am 99% sure he doesn't drink.

Not a cl.Ethanol consumed, although everytime i concentrate on it it is present concentrating on it enhances the craving. But the reward centra seem to be occupiated. Making it way eassier not give in. But it def interfer's with the re-enforcement thing. can't be bothered with state
 
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This lessening of craving is effective. Since starting documenting yesterday night and now I had one sip. And that's it.

Amazing stuff ALD-52. I would love to try a equipotent dose of LSD-25. So I could do at least experience it once in a proper way.
And see if it compares or maybe even is better then ALD. All the other subtitution's i tried none shined like ALD.
 
Shady's Fox said:
Via social media doesn't mean shit in this case, if it just an insult and nothing else. You're good. Sorry about the kids yo, I have 3 and I know how it feels -- Just ask him, what are you doing? who are you playin chess with. What he's doing it's beyond wow but that's the system man and we live in a world where women have more influence than man. Are you ok, tho?
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They forgave me but were not ammused.

An that trip last night did something with my craving and reward center. So I am on total of 2 sips right now spread over the day. That is like nothing sips not gulps. And feeling actually quite ok. No WD signs or uneasiness.

Did what I could in best interest of my kids and live like a warrior. At least I mastering it. Thankx Shady "we ll meet again don't no where don't no when" .

ps an idea that is playin my mind some time is that its very probable most of these people and intances involved. When I am in contact with them Assume I physically abused mij ex and/ or kids.

As they base everything on assumption's. Mathmatically thinking the chance good be high.

And I can prove with 100% certainty that that is not the case. As I had my previous doc have my dossier destroyed. Which is only allowed if there is no case of abuse to kids or wife . Or when you are having a lawsuit against the doc. So I feel solid on the ground.
 
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I have 3 kids of my own and I know the rush and this generic ''kid in the middle'' doesn't make any sense. It wasn't much to figure out anyway, you just had to you know come up and say ''What you're doing?'' he thought that he was dealing with your average Joe and it's all played out unconsciously.
 
They breakin them rules. Only a judge is allowed to seperate kids from one of their parents.

These are just cock sucking gouvernement organisation's. Only by law my situation would be possible imo. And if that is correct one of em is breakin it.

Pro Se, self represantation came to mind. The law. The bigger problem is if the mf child organisation find out my ex is insane. Me being stamped an addict on assumption. There is some risk of them getting the kids to foster parent's. If we are both labeled unfit as parents. Worst case scenario.

Thanx for the support Shady. Haven't seen my kids 2 month's and 9 day's. :cry:
 
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Well fuck me. Called a lawyer specialized in fam situation's.

The police and that fucking childcare organisation are breaking the law. What they are doing is actually not alllowed. have an apointment next week. So lets hope its not a dud.

Wish me luck and that the almighty law finally will work with me instead of being just writings in a book.

This will hopefully be the better option. Even if I am labeled unfit it will ensure a more objective judgement. Really scared the kids will be put under custody/ care if they find out my ex is a luny.
 
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Good luck. I've known friends with problems relating to child custody; the ones that had the money to contest in court usually had good outcomes. It's true that many people in authority make assumptions before the actual facts. It's one of the reason I think IQ tests should be mandatory for everyone who applies for jobs relating to law enforcement, etc. I believe its low IQ that might cause them to take second hand information at face value.
 
Judge Douwe, neighbourhood police officer. Judge and prosecuter.(couldn't get him smaller sorry).

Four day's and I will be sober and will restrict use of Cannabis to moments when the kids are no witness. So every other weekend I ll be smokin weed only after they sleep. Or not at all we will see. Its in their best interest, good motive. As they are the priority.
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Homework is done, every crum of relevant info I have is bundled or send. A big minor though would be that the advocaat and everybody else is right and the local neighbourhood cop is responseable.

Sue-ing a cop, seems a bit tricky. Mentally I am also prepared, but also over tired from all that useless work and stress. Feels like a bagpack filled with sand is on my back.

And that what started as simply a addiction support. Slowly drifted into a even darker side. An whole other way more complex problem. How bizar.
 
Shady's Fox said:
If you wanna bring down a cop it's not easy because the system as you maybe know, will vouch for him -- no matter what words you use/analogues/situations and what not. It's not impossible but it's tricky. You need to bring evidence.
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Been too the lawyer, in the end it could be brought to court . For breakin the law by keeping the kids away, my ex is responseable. But its useless.

my ex just uses advise of the cop and childcare as confirmation and reason for what she does. And they support here. While its def against the law, not a thing I can do . But wait for the mediation session. Would I sue her, besides the costs and extra time it 'll cost, the judge would also redirect us to mediation. During which I will certainly bring alot of this shit up. Going near the three month mark of missing those little ninja turtles of mine.

Advantage, the cop and childcare are out of the picture as soon as the mediation starts. But fuck what a snitching bitch.
 
The lawyer:

The good it is not allowed according to the law. Keepin my kids away from me 2mths 15 days.

The bad. The one responseable is my ex, she folowed bad advise. But she is the one I would have to sue. A judge, the lawyer say's, would direct us to mediation.

But that is allready on the roll. Begin of September is the intake. So a almost pointless circle I wandered. Only learning my ex is the one the arrow point's to. Going to have look in my police dossier, so curious what she told and how it was written down.
 
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