So I?ve been on the opes for about 5-6 years at the height I?d say I was insufflating about 60-75 mgs of oxymorphone a day. For the past 6-7 months I?ve been insufflating 2-2.5 mg suboxone a day just so I don?t go crazy, lost all of my sources, anyway got ahold of 10 2mg hydromorphones, insufflated about 1.7 mgs of suboxone around 11:30 last night, it is now 5:30 pm the next day, I?ve insufflated 6 mgs of dilaudid about 2 hours ago and nothing. Got ahold of a rig and am wondering how many mgs of hydromorphone (IV) would it take to finally catch a buzz after all this time of bupe, I?m stopping all together tomorrow and want one last nod. I?m only about 135 lbs and super fast metabolism, would it be a total waste of hydromorphone to try IV tonight??? As you all I?m sure know this struggle but the mental battle is eating me alive... to dose or not to dose due to bupes higher affinity, that is the question...