downfallin
Bluelighter
Okay so I`ve been on gabbapentin, (me and my friends call em gabbys) for about a year on and off. Was taking a bunch at once to get high at first, then realized they actually helped me feel normal if I took em as prescribed. I am taking it because I got prescribed it for heroin withdrawl and told the doc it was helping so he kept me on it. Doc said it`s completely safe and non addicting. WELL it definitely IS physically and mentally addicting, and I wish I would have known this before taking it. BUT now I`m at the point where I start feeling very similar to an opiate or maybe benzo withdrawl feeling coming on right before my next dose and if I skip a day, I get really irritable, not comfortable in my own skin feeling; sensitive skin where my clothes bug the shit out of me, depression really bad, cold sweats, insomnia, anger and just an overall shitty feeling. I`m at 300 mgs a day,(not too bad I know) used to take alot more around 2000-3600 mgs for a while until I ran out then do a little gabby kick for a few days until I picked up my next script then do it all over again. I want to know, what should I expect coming off of a steady dose of 300 mgs, how long will it last, will I still feel not right for a month or so after withdrawls are done? I just wanna be free of everything and this drug is no good. It`s just not researched properly, shit they said heroin was non addictive at the start too, I feel that gabbasergenic drugs like gabbys and lyrica will soon be found to be addictive. Anyways, I know I can handle it, I`ve kicked heroin many times before but this feels different and I don`t know really what to expect. Should I go cold turkey, wean, any otc supplements that might possibly help? (I have access to trazadone but that`s if as far as prescription meds, and I`m on Vivitrol) Anyone with experience with this I`d appreciate some advice very much.