34tuforlunch
Bluelighter
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- Nov 6, 2011
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I got out of the ER a week ago after spending three days their. I quite two days before checking in and was a daily user for a year well in the hospital I was given Dilaudid and Valium after leaving I was on no medication and thought I would be fine (this is my first time going through this). I still have bad muscle pain, complete lack of emotion except anger and a hole bunch of other complications... I went to a walk in clinic (I don't have a family doctor) a few days ago to ask for a valium script until my paws is over the doctor refused to prescribe me any of the meds I was on well in the ER and offered me an SSRI script I declined since by the time it kicks in it will be a little late to help. Today I went to the methadone clinic which was a real last resort for me and I was told to come back in 13 days for an appointment when they will decide if I can go on a program since I have not used since I checked into the hospital. I feel really close to relapsing but really want to stop. If I take a tylanol1 tonight and one in the morning then go to the clinic and tell them I started using again will the pee test go like they expect and will I be able to get some real help.