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Jay9

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I'm 40 years old and I'm am soooooo flipping out and trying g to stay calm I need some help I tried crystal for the first time I guess I did a lot for my first time I didn't think anything of it I felt fine no big deal but now I haven't slept In 2 days I feel like I'm going to die am I still stoned a idk I took 10 diazapams threw put the day just to try and keep me calm how much more do I need to go threw I only did it the o e to me yesterday at 4 till 9 did just over a 20 bag snorted and smoked it I do t want not take the diazapams cause then what if I feel worst I already am week and sketchy moody can't eat and I'm soooooo trying to just some of e let me k ow I'm not going to die or this is not going to be weeks or months thing not just from one time
 
Youll be fine just tweaked lol. Drink water try and eat something and dont stress yourself out to much. Try and enjoy yourself. I know what you mean you feel like shit you cant rly think straight you need to rest. Sleep is rly importan, you might feel kinda shitty for a few days bit should be back to around 99-100% in a week
 
Omg Never ever again the high was fine but it's come down omg I thought I was going to die I was soo paranoid trying to keep calm for those 2 days I thought it would never ever end and all from just a 4 hour stone guess I went a little over the top with it but now I'm doing better not paranoid but just week and disoriented and this is the 3rd day ty u for ur help I hope I don't feel like this to long cause I can't keep letting the bf think I have the flu for this long
 
K it's been 5 days now and I'm still getting paranoid and very sketchy I can't think should I be taking my normal day to day drugs there all downers and antidepressants or should I stop them for a bit I don't Wana leave my room I wish I had some here to help me threw this I can't even smoke a smoke even tho I'm craving it
 
Try and occupy your mind like watch tv or play video games, sitting around and not doing stuff could be making things worse but dont overdo stuff either idk its about your energy, you gotta rest but you gotta burn off your energy too. Im on day 6 n I feel ok but I havent made it past 2weeks without relapsing in like a month or two so I guess im just used to feeling shitty, but time goes by and I know that being sober feels amazing and everyday I know it gets better even if its hard to notice
 
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