I read from a "scare you Rehab website" that it takes a "Good 2 months to become psychologically addicted to Cocaine"; but I don't believe it. I think it is less. I know a problem is starting; and I want to stop before I really takes over. I am 7 weeks into a $40-100 habit and want to QUIT! PLEASE HELP.
I use between $40-$80 of Regular decent quality Cocaine by nose and gums only a day; as i have a good hookup since the Beginning of December. Again, It has been a good bout of steady 7 weeks usage. A few days off early on; but by the end of week 2 I was going to the straw every day cutting my 2 lines. Took a day off this Monday and slept 20 hours.
I can control myself and not finish an entire $100 or $150 bag if it's here. That is a good sign as most people I know or read about uses every bit that they have in one night. Sometime if I have a long day I'll do $100 throughout the day as I take half a Xanax to come down and sleep; and I do really crave it. Worst day ever was about $120 on a Saturday; but the standard is I get a $150 bag and it lasts 3 days during the week; 2 days on weekends. My girl is same and wants to stop but it seems to be not as addictive to her; she also does less as a $50 last her 2-3 days.
I wake up and want to do a line. 1-2 hours later another 2 lines. By nighttime its a bunch more.
I want to STOP this before it get anymore out of hand. I see the money I am wasting and want to set a strict limit of once per month if i can. I was hooked on bumping 8 mg Dilaudid for 4 months twice. 1st time was 2 springs ago after injury cold turkey (did it successful- but never CT Opiates again lol) 2nd was This Summer back to Dilaudid and occasional 80OC which i kicked with a 4 month Suboxon I will finish next week. Fixed that but picked this up, blah. I am a healthy person but had a health problem keeping me home and depressed the last 2 years. I should return to work mi Feb and want to be clear of Coke barking at my brain.
Any Suggestions? Ordered Wellbutrin to replace Dopamine and on SSRI. Plan to start Wellbutin in conjunction with the Coke stoppage; next week or week after. ASAP. What do people think? Should I try and Taper? Just stop, sleep 2 days and start Wellbutin, Vitamins and Aminos? I also have about 10 monofidil and plenty of Xanax and Klonopin. I feel like if I go a week clean I'll be Fine as I don't like everything about this stuff; but for now it's a daily necessity.
Any help and Feedback is welcome.
Thanks so much!
-Dr Rockso
I use between $40-$80 of Regular decent quality Cocaine by nose and gums only a day; as i have a good hookup since the Beginning of December. Again, It has been a good bout of steady 7 weeks usage. A few days off early on; but by the end of week 2 I was going to the straw every day cutting my 2 lines. Took a day off this Monday and slept 20 hours.
I can control myself and not finish an entire $100 or $150 bag if it's here. That is a good sign as most people I know or read about uses every bit that they have in one night. Sometime if I have a long day I'll do $100 throughout the day as I take half a Xanax to come down and sleep; and I do really crave it. Worst day ever was about $120 on a Saturday; but the standard is I get a $150 bag and it lasts 3 days during the week; 2 days on weekends. My girl is same and wants to stop but it seems to be not as addictive to her; she also does less as a $50 last her 2-3 days.
I wake up and want to do a line. 1-2 hours later another 2 lines. By nighttime its a bunch more.
I want to STOP this before it get anymore out of hand. I see the money I am wasting and want to set a strict limit of once per month if i can. I was hooked on bumping 8 mg Dilaudid for 4 months twice. 1st time was 2 springs ago after injury cold turkey (did it successful- but never CT Opiates again lol) 2nd was This Summer back to Dilaudid and occasional 80OC which i kicked with a 4 month Suboxon I will finish next week. Fixed that but picked this up, blah. I am a healthy person but had a health problem keeping me home and depressed the last 2 years. I should return to work mi Feb and want to be clear of Coke barking at my brain.
Any Suggestions? Ordered Wellbutrin to replace Dopamine and on SSRI. Plan to start Wellbutin in conjunction with the Coke stoppage; next week or week after. ASAP. What do people think? Should I try and Taper? Just stop, sleep 2 days and start Wellbutin, Vitamins and Aminos? I also have about 10 monofidil and plenty of Xanax and Klonopin. I feel like if I go a week clean I'll be Fine as I don't like everything about this stuff; but for now it's a daily necessity.
Any help and Feedback is welcome.
Thanks so much!
-Dr Rockso
