Ok I know all you guys are trying to help me and I apreciate it 
, I really really do, and your all welcome to post including Murphy and Hammilton, this is not just about what I want to hear but more so about uncovering the facts. I know I must come across one stubborm mofo but guys believe me I am an open minded person and the only reasons I've been against a psychosamtic diagnosis is beacuse everytime Ive considered it there have been so many factors that have indicated to me otherwise, so many reasons at play that all prove against it. I've considered a psyhosamtic possibilty throughout the years and particualrly at the start when I first developed Dysautonomia after seeng many shrinks I have moved beyond it, talking to you guys I'm revisting that all over again. I would love to make a list of all the reasons why I know its not psychosamatic and have each one adressed if you guys can be bothered helping me but only if yous are willing to help with it and in the end if my reasons are disproven then I will accept it and be thankful to you guys for helping me find the real disagnosis.
As suggested here I can request a doctor to administer drugs once I fall asleep but if I happen to wake up with an adverse reactions then most likely you guys would say the mind is a powerful thing and I woke up because subconciously my sleep was restless sleep due to being on high alert or something like that, its a lose lose situation for me, as for the placebo I've already done that when I actually made mistake by taking oxynorm for 1 week everyday thinking I was taking 5mg oxy when in fact I was only taking 1 mg due to the confusion I had with the instructions on the box that stated 5mg/5mg, I know it was a dumb mistake to make but only because I had previously tried hydromorphone which was 1mg/1mg so I thought if the oxy was also 1mg per 1mg they would have listed it the same way. But despite previosuly having had severe adverse reactions to 5mg oxy in hopital I didnt get any reactions whatsoever when I actually thought I was using the same dose at home, eventually I went to my doctor and complained that the oxy he had given me was useless and did NOTHING and I began to think he had tricked me witha placebo until he questioned what dose I was taking which soon become apparent that I had made a mistake and only been taking 1 mg thinking it was 5mg. So you see guys been there done that with the placebo.
There is nothing wrong with psychosamtic illneses they are also very real, there is no shame in them and they dont make you any less as a person, and if there was the slightest reason I thought I had a psychosamtic issue I would accept it and focus on recovering rather than wasting 8 years looking elsewhere, but please keep an open mind here too I understand in this world we compare everything to our understanding of common occurances and past experiences but I do have a RARE proven diagnosed neurological illnes called "Postural Orthastatic Tachycardia Syndrome" where it sufferers have heat intolerance due to dysfunction of the sudomotor function in the brain along with damage to nerves and pathways between the brain and the sweat glands but additionally in me I actually generate excessive heat compared to other Dysautonomia patients and this has been narrowed down to the fact that my Autonomic Dyfunction started right after an OD on party drugs which is extremely uncommon yet possible as one of the causes for Dysautonomia is toxic exposure, so you see when something as uncommon as this happens due to uncommon circumstances then the uncommon symptoms I have are to be expected.
Furthermore the hyperthermia thats contributed to the damage in my temperature control is everyday, day and night, during sleep and awake, whilst im watching tv, focused, concentrated, out shopping, eating etc etc. and has been constant for 8 long years. Now why my daily overheating actually worsens during adverse reactions is anyones guess. I also have been diagnosed with Autonomic Neuropathy but what sets me apart from the rest of the flock is the fact that whilst most Dysautonomia patients have chemical sensitivities anfd whilst all familial dysautonomia patients are unable to be anethetised due to complications they still are able to tolerate alternative anelgesics where as in me it seems to be very widespread and more generalised, so how can it be that others with Dysautonomia have partial chemical sensitivity and with them its accepted as a physical part of their illness but just because I have it worse than them it makes me psychosamatic considering the uncommon circumstances that my condition did develop due to drugs.
The fact that the very fisrt thing I noticed following my overdose was that I was no longer able to take ecstacy and meth due to an allergic type reaction is very significant and has a major hand in all this although most of you would rather believe that too is psychosamatic, but how can we accept that a large part of my condition and symptoms are due to proven diagnosed neurological condition and dismiss the other uncommon symtoms that cant be explained as being pysychosamtic when the whole thing spawned from a the very same uncommon circumstance of developing Dysautonomia after an OD? The fact that the first few weeks after my OD I was constantly ending up in hospital with fevers and documented high temperatures mainly after every sexual activity where they would find there was no other causes for my fevers other than the autonomic dyfunction as the temperatures the hospital documented is well above anything anxiety is capable of inducing, that to me is a great indication that I have something abnormal going on.
What about when in hospital they gave me morphine very cautiously in a very small dose and when it didnt help with the pain they increased it and again it did nothing for the pain and I asked for more and on the 4th increase in dosage I had adverse reaction, why is it that it took 4 goes when I was equally cautious on the first 3 times yet I had no bad reaction and why did the hopital staff find it odd that I would have temperatures increased to a level where anxiety sufferers dont experience once I had the adverse reaction?
Why is it that I actually dont develop the symptoms like respiratory depression, digestive issues, increased pressure in the head and increased blood pressure and hyperthermia evfen when I am actually anxious, even real anxiety itself does not proveke the same symptoms as supposed adverse reactions do.
I can give you guys so many examples of occurances that set my symptoms apart from anything psychosamatic but for the sake of you guys helping me im going to try very hard to keep an open mind here and work with you guys about what yous tell me, but what if in the end, just what if everything Ive said is true, what if I am a freak whos damaged certain receptors in the brain after that drug overdose and as a result of neurotoxicity developed Dysautonomia and stumbled upon a formula whereby the hyperthermia during the od whilst engaged in sexual activity damaged my hypothalamus and my sexual responses leading to this daily overheating and left me with a chemical sensitivity towards the very drugs that caused the damage..then what? whats my next step? lol I know how far fetched that sounds when I say it like, now I understand why its so hard to belive and I dont blame any of you guys for it its just my luck though
, I really really do, and your all welcome to post including Murphy and Hammilton, this is not just about what I want to hear but more so about uncovering the facts. I know I must come across one stubborm mofo but guys believe me I am an open minded person and the only reasons I've been against a psychosamtic diagnosis is beacuse everytime Ive considered it there have been so many factors that have indicated to me otherwise, so many reasons at play that all prove against it. I've considered a psyhosamtic possibilty throughout the years and particualrly at the start when I first developed Dysautonomia after seeng many shrinks I have moved beyond it, talking to you guys I'm revisting that all over again. I would love to make a list of all the reasons why I know its not psychosamatic and have each one adressed if you guys can be bothered helping me but only if yous are willing to help with it and in the end if my reasons are disproven then I will accept it and be thankful to you guys for helping me find the real disagnosis. As suggested here I can request a doctor to administer drugs once I fall asleep but if I happen to wake up with an adverse reactions then most likely you guys would say the mind is a powerful thing and I woke up because subconciously my sleep was restless sleep due to being on high alert or something like that, its a lose lose situation for me, as for the placebo I've already done that when I actually made mistake by taking oxynorm for 1 week everyday thinking I was taking 5mg oxy when in fact I was only taking 1 mg due to the confusion I had with the instructions on the box that stated 5mg/5mg, I know it was a dumb mistake to make but only because I had previously tried hydromorphone which was 1mg/1mg so I thought if the oxy was also 1mg per 1mg they would have listed it the same way. But despite previosuly having had severe adverse reactions to 5mg oxy in hopital I didnt get any reactions whatsoever when I actually thought I was using the same dose at home, eventually I went to my doctor and complained that the oxy he had given me was useless and did NOTHING and I began to think he had tricked me witha placebo until he questioned what dose I was taking which soon become apparent that I had made a mistake and only been taking 1 mg thinking it was 5mg. So you see guys been there done that with the placebo.
There is nothing wrong with psychosamtic illneses they are also very real, there is no shame in them and they dont make you any less as a person, and if there was the slightest reason I thought I had a psychosamtic issue I would accept it and focus on recovering rather than wasting 8 years looking elsewhere, but please keep an open mind here too I understand in this world we compare everything to our understanding of common occurances and past experiences but I do have a RARE proven diagnosed neurological illnes called "Postural Orthastatic Tachycardia Syndrome" where it sufferers have heat intolerance due to dysfunction of the sudomotor function in the brain along with damage to nerves and pathways between the brain and the sweat glands but additionally in me I actually generate excessive heat compared to other Dysautonomia patients and this has been narrowed down to the fact that my Autonomic Dyfunction started right after an OD on party drugs which is extremely uncommon yet possible as one of the causes for Dysautonomia is toxic exposure, so you see when something as uncommon as this happens due to uncommon circumstances then the uncommon symptoms I have are to be expected.
Furthermore the hyperthermia thats contributed to the damage in my temperature control is everyday, day and night, during sleep and awake, whilst im watching tv, focused, concentrated, out shopping, eating etc etc. and has been constant for 8 long years. Now why my daily overheating actually worsens during adverse reactions is anyones guess. I also have been diagnosed with Autonomic Neuropathy but what sets me apart from the rest of the flock is the fact that whilst most Dysautonomia patients have chemical sensitivities anfd whilst all familial dysautonomia patients are unable to be anethetised due to complications they still are able to tolerate alternative anelgesics where as in me it seems to be very widespread and more generalised, so how can it be that others with Dysautonomia have partial chemical sensitivity and with them its accepted as a physical part of their illness but just because I have it worse than them it makes me psychosamatic considering the uncommon circumstances that my condition did develop due to drugs.
The fact that the very fisrt thing I noticed following my overdose was that I was no longer able to take ecstacy and meth due to an allergic type reaction is very significant and has a major hand in all this although most of you would rather believe that too is psychosamatic, but how can we accept that a large part of my condition and symptoms are due to proven diagnosed neurological condition and dismiss the other uncommon symtoms that cant be explained as being pysychosamtic when the whole thing spawned from a the very same uncommon circumstance of developing Dysautonomia after an OD? The fact that the first few weeks after my OD I was constantly ending up in hospital with fevers and documented high temperatures mainly after every sexual activity where they would find there was no other causes for my fevers other than the autonomic dyfunction as the temperatures the hospital documented is well above anything anxiety is capable of inducing, that to me is a great indication that I have something abnormal going on.
What about when in hospital they gave me morphine very cautiously in a very small dose and when it didnt help with the pain they increased it and again it did nothing for the pain and I asked for more and on the 4th increase in dosage I had adverse reaction, why is it that it took 4 goes when I was equally cautious on the first 3 times yet I had no bad reaction and why did the hopital staff find it odd that I would have temperatures increased to a level where anxiety sufferers dont experience once I had the adverse reaction?
Why is it that I actually dont develop the symptoms like respiratory depression, digestive issues, increased pressure in the head and increased blood pressure and hyperthermia evfen when I am actually anxious, even real anxiety itself does not proveke the same symptoms as supposed adverse reactions do.
I can give you guys so many examples of occurances that set my symptoms apart from anything psychosamatic but for the sake of you guys helping me im going to try very hard to keep an open mind here and work with you guys about what yous tell me, but what if in the end, just what if everything Ive said is true, what if I am a freak whos damaged certain receptors in the brain after that drug overdose and as a result of neurotoxicity developed Dysautonomia and stumbled upon a formula whereby the hyperthermia during the od whilst engaged in sexual activity damaged my hypothalamus and my sexual responses leading to this daily overheating and left me with a chemical sensitivity towards the very drugs that caused the damage..then what? whats my next step? lol I know how far fetched that sounds when I say it like, now I understand why its so hard to belive and I dont blame any of you guys for it its just my luck though
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