Hi there, my thread was closed because it was posted in the wrong section.
Me and my friend took speed yesterday.I was big time about 7 months ago.My last time was week before christmas, i almost forgot what it is like to be on amps.
we needed some weed at first, Couldnt find any near us, the money we had was layin' on the street(what a lucky day) but not even schwag in the hood.And we really needed to get high, because with that amount that we found we only could buy some drugs.He wasnt familiar with any of stims, he only did xanax few times, and that was most that he had if we dont count the beer and weed.Anyway, we sittin' on the dormitory stairs thinkin' where we could get some, then i saw a tweaker that i knew walking to the dormitory, i asked my friend quickly - do you want speed? we talked, and i told that we're in this together, i dont want to get addicted as much as he, so i told that i would help him and he would help me, i talked to the tweaker, and in 10minutes we already have the gram.It was light pink, with traces of white really strong stuff, it was mostly in a rock form, but it breaked up easly and when we snorted - it all began..its like you born again, so we walked to the city centre, it was evening and the rush was amazing, and we talked, and talked and talked about our lifes, we finally decided - we suppose to be together, he lived thru same stuff that i did.We undestood eachother soo good.I left the spot at night, didnt sleeped, i was playing guitar all night, and today we met again to snort the leftovers, so we did and went to city centre again to chill, but the magic didnt showed up, it wasnt that much euphoric as yesterday.he said that he wasnt euphoric at all today, he only was talkative, he didnt slept too, and he said he was a bit tired after we took a walk to the centre.anyway, evening came and we went home, anxiety, and paranoia hit him, but i said that he got my back.i promised him that i wont leave him addicted, but damn...was it speed talkin' yesterday or was it really me? Its soo good to talk to him on speed, he enjoys it too, but im afraid, we gonna crave for that magic again, and friendship wont be as strong as yesterday.
is it possible to leave that euphoria craving behind, and forget the speed?
Me and my friend took speed yesterday.I was big time about 7 months ago.My last time was week before christmas, i almost forgot what it is like to be on amps.
we needed some weed at first, Couldnt find any near us, the money we had was layin' on the street(what a lucky day) but not even schwag in the hood.And we really needed to get high, because with that amount that we found we only could buy some drugs.He wasnt familiar with any of stims, he only did xanax few times, and that was most that he had if we dont count the beer and weed.Anyway, we sittin' on the dormitory stairs thinkin' where we could get some, then i saw a tweaker that i knew walking to the dormitory, i asked my friend quickly - do you want speed? we talked, and i told that we're in this together, i dont want to get addicted as much as he, so i told that i would help him and he would help me, i talked to the tweaker, and in 10minutes we already have the gram.It was light pink, with traces of white really strong stuff, it was mostly in a rock form, but it breaked up easly and when we snorted - it all began..its like you born again, so we walked to the city centre, it was evening and the rush was amazing, and we talked, and talked and talked about our lifes, we finally decided - we suppose to be together, he lived thru same stuff that i did.We undestood eachother soo good.I left the spot at night, didnt sleeped, i was playing guitar all night, and today we met again to snort the leftovers, so we did and went to city centre again to chill, but the magic didnt showed up, it wasnt that much euphoric as yesterday.he said that he wasnt euphoric at all today, he only was talkative, he didnt slept too, and he said he was a bit tired after we took a walk to the centre.anyway, evening came and we went home, anxiety, and paranoia hit him, but i said that he got my back.i promised him that i wont leave him addicted, but damn...was it speed talkin' yesterday or was it really me? Its soo good to talk to him on speed, he enjoys it too, but im afraid, we gonna crave for that magic again, and friendship wont be as strong as yesterday.
is it possible to leave that euphoria craving behind, and forget the speed?
