Need help about to withdrawl

[crazybinc]

I have been taking 120-160 of pure
UN cut oxycodone powder. I have been
Doing this for 11months every single day and have never mist a day. I had
A large amount of the extracted powder that somone gave to me as
A wedding gift (he/she) is very very rich and it on the street would cost
About 50grandish I think he said.
Not to brag or boast just trying to
Get u to understand how much of this
I was using. What is going to happen to me before this I was one oxycodone
Prescribed pills 30/325. For 4 years straight barley mist a day and used 60mg a day. Is it going to be similar to
H? I know h is stronger but that much I used and that many mgs. Anyone got a idea what's going to happen to me and my body and mental stat? )':

 

[WantToBeFree72]

Everyone is different so your symptoms can vary. I was using for the past year basically any pills I could get my hands on but it didn't seem (it was) out of control until the last couple months. I am on day 1 without anything. Leading up to today I told my fiancee, Mom and doctor. I knew if I continued to keep this secret I would never beat it and the support system I have created is really helping with my mental state. I'm determined to do this. Going back is not an option!! If you can look at it the same way it really helps. My emotions are up and down but I just start talking and cry and get out my thoughts and it helps for a bit. I woke up after an ok sleep around 7 sweating like I never have with the hot cold chills and a feeling like I was going to jump out of my skin. That's the worst physical part so far for me. I have been throwing up a bit and have diarrhea but took some immodium and it's a freaking life saver!! Just cutting out those two symptoms really improved my mood. I haven't gotten any rls yet and the anticipation of getting it freaks me out. I'm exhausted but really want to do this so the pain is just something I need to deal with. My brain is all over the place so I hope this helps a bit. I can let you know what I feel like later or tomorrow too. Again everyone is different but reading about other people's experiences really seems to help. I have also been taking a ton of vitamins and supplements to help what I can. When do you plan on jumping?

 

[WantToBeFree72]

I don't know if you are keeping up with this but today It's the start of Day 3. I can really feel little flashes where I'm 'normal' even though I feel gross those moments give me the motivation to keep going. I can do this and so can you!! The anticipation leading up to this was almost worse than the withdrawls themselves. My emotions are still up and down but at least I'm feeling again. I had no idea I was in such a fog. I have thought about you starting and just wanted to tell you I have faith in you. You can beat this!!

 

[Firstborn83]

U can do it!!!! Keep telling yourself "there is an end!" Sometimes it'll feel like there's no end but there is! Best of luck to you!

 

[WantToBeFree72]

I will never have to have another day 4 again!! Today is day 5 and I definitely feel the physical parts fading away. Still some body pain which I just have to deal with. The fatigue and emotional side is pretty heavy right now though. It's hard to not get down on myself and the boredom feeling is horrible and brings on anxiety. I work from home so decided to go back today and that's a big distraction even though it's trying my patience. When I start feeling bad I just start talking to whoever will listen and it helps unloading all those feelings. I can do this!!! That's my new motto. Drugs will never control me again.

 

[nuube]

Withdrawal from opiates isn't going to kill you, it will be unpleasant but unlike alcohol you are not going to have Dt's/strokes or unlike benzos you will not seize. So that's the good news, the bad news is runny nose, cramps and insomnia, etc. Treat them as best you can - hot baths/showers will help the cramps and chills. Zopiclone or the like for sleep, (any benzo will help but you don';t want that monkey on your back), use something like Ibuprofen/Aspirin for pain and immodium for the shits

I had been on Tramadol max dose for 8 years and one day I got fed up and stopped, (they were prescribed for pain). The pain came back and there was a horrible two weeks of restless legs and agitation. I used some Kratom to take the edge off and then waited over a year for a referral to a pain clinic to get my meds reviewed using low dose of Kratom to keep me going.

Would also be wise to get in contact with a support group if that's your bag as you will have some one to lean on when the will power wavers.

Best of luck lots of people get through this so can you.