So, lately i've screwed my "controlled use" (once a week) of opiates...again. After six heroic months i've lost my job, my mother has been sick and you know, there is always an excuse for the little junky to come back again. After nine years of in and out, it still surprises me how i pretend to have some control...
I've been using everyday for just a couple of months now, so my addiction is not that great yet (although today i'm really pissed off: 100mg of tramadol + 10 of oxy + 100 of tapentadol during the course of the day and...i'm not high), but now i can't see myself not using opiates in the next months, so my biggest concern is to keep my tolerance to the lowest level possible, manly not to burn my stash in a matter of some weeks.
I was thinking to try to cut down the tolerance i've gained by taking only 1mg clonazepam + 225 mg pregabalin (75 mg three times a day) for a full week. The main reason for adding a benzo is that pregabalin alone gives me an uncomfortable speedy feeling sometimes, although it works very well for withdrawals. Furthermore, the combo is appealing to me since it still provides some euphoria, making more probable that i'll stick to the regimen.
My main concern about this method is benzo addiction. Lately i've acquired a taste for benzos, but i'm really paraniod about getting addicted to them. Now i'm not, but i can definitely feel that 0,5 mg of alprazolam are not what they used to be in terms of effect.
So do you think that there are some chances that i will get some physical or psychological discomfort from a week like the one i've described? Or, anyway, have anyone of you tried such a method to cut down tolerance a little bit?
Thanks.
I've been using everyday for just a couple of months now, so my addiction is not that great yet (although today i'm really pissed off: 100mg of tramadol + 10 of oxy + 100 of tapentadol during the course of the day and...i'm not high), but now i can't see myself not using opiates in the next months, so my biggest concern is to keep my tolerance to the lowest level possible, manly not to burn my stash in a matter of some weeks.
I was thinking to try to cut down the tolerance i've gained by taking only 1mg clonazepam + 225 mg pregabalin (75 mg three times a day) for a full week. The main reason for adding a benzo is that pregabalin alone gives me an uncomfortable speedy feeling sometimes, although it works very well for withdrawals. Furthermore, the combo is appealing to me since it still provides some euphoria, making more probable that i'll stick to the regimen.
My main concern about this method is benzo addiction. Lately i've acquired a taste for benzos, but i'm really paraniod about getting addicted to them. Now i'm not, but i can definitely feel that 0,5 mg of alprazolam are not what they used to be in terms of effect.
So do you think that there are some chances that i will get some physical or psychological discomfort from a week like the one i've described? Or, anyway, have anyone of you tried such a method to cut down tolerance a little bit?
Thanks.