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Greenlighter
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Hi all, first post here as I've finally reached the point of desperation and need help if it can be provided. I'll try and keep this short and will be very thankful for all replys. I have Mild Aspergers Syndrome (Diagnosed several times for verification)
I was put on Pregabalin (Lyrica) at 225mg BD (2x a day) 6-7 months ago for AS-related Anxiety. Since then I've changed but not in a good way! I've been having problems concentrating, literally someone telling me something and then 2 minutes later when I needed to remeber the instructions I was unable to! This happened repatadly and I eventually gave up. I can have a general conversation with people but that seems to be about it now. I no longer enjoy playing computer games and feel similare to when I was maxed out on a anti-psychotic. Its made me more impulsive and I've lost my ability to control my reactions to negative situations (Be it saying something out of line without thinking about it, or in one case physical violance which ended up giving me my first caution from the police! This literally happened 2 weeks after going on Pregabalin - The person involved understood the situation I was in at the time and how stressful it was for me and has forgiven me and less than a hour ago was talking to me in a friendly mannor )
I've had no improvements at all from this medication unlike Benzodiazepines/Zopiclone. I also seem to be stuttering when I speak some times, and lossing my train of thought completly at times. I'm sick of it, its like a evil venom eating my brain cells. I do not enjoy computer games, or laugh at cartoons I used to fine funny like American Dad/Family Guy. This is the same thing that happened to me on Qutiapine.
I can't think properly at all anymore, its like my mind is cloudy and everythings fractured. I've been begging to come of Pregabalin from my Psychiatrist for 2 months and he's finally started reducing the dose but at a snails paice. So far in 4 weeks I've been reduced by 50mg for the first two weeks and then 100mg last week. So I'm on a total of 300mg a day now. No improvements of any kind so far, only sporodic Insomia and weird moods. (I've been going really silly at times and feeling much more aggressive on some of these occasions. Before Pregabalin I was not aggressive unless I was in a bad situation/really upset and that was a different type of agression. (Just general venting to whoever would listen)
I feel I need this Pregabalin out of me ASAP. I see my Psychiatrist tomorrow (Friday) and I'm hoping I can figure out a way of getting him to do the last 300mg reduction over 7 days and to give me something to help with the withdrawl symptoms. I had a reduction about 4 months ago for 48 hours to 150mg a day and this resulted in me getting no sleep, feeling like I had the flu but much worse, pain all over my body, and a weird almost psychotic mental state that was similare to when I once tried ampehtamines. The psychiatrist is like a dictator although does listen to some of what I say. He assured me I wouldn't get insomia with the current reduction and yet I have twice now despite taking Nytol. I'm currently in a UK Care Home and another psychiatrist isn't a option I can get arranged quickly. I also have 5mg BD Diazepam which I've been taking at this dose every day for almost 2 years and it has now become completly unaffective. They've been reporting a significant decline (Due to aggression manefesting) and are considering hospitilization, all thanks to this Psychiatrist and Pregabalin! My previous Psychiatrist would alternate me between Diazepam and Lorazepam to keep tolerance in check but this one wants me off Diazepam completly in the near future. He thinks I need Qutiapine again and thats all I need despite documentation saying I improved after coming off this medication and having a switch to Lorazepam. He may use my non-compliance for going onto Qutiapine to try and Section me, thus sending me to hospital. I feel completly trapped and like no options are left. I'm informal yet I can not leave with my medication not that I have any friends or a place to go to
I really have no idea what to do now, I know I can't just refuse the Pregabalin as I'd be a trainwreck during the withdrawl and at the current rate I'll still be on Pregabalin in several months time which is when they will hospitilize me if they don't see any improvement. I'm sure that Pregablin being gone and the Diazepam being switched to Lorazepam for awhile (Or its dose increased to 10mg!) would make them see I'm ok again and then maybe I can move on to the community where I will probably isolate myself from the world while trying to find a effective medication with a new psychiatrist. But I really think they are going to try and hospitilize me. My whole lifes fallen apart since I went on Pregabalin. I can't even remember half of the past 6 months!
I'm very grateful for any advice that can be provided. Sorry for this post being so long
I'm sorry if I've posted this to the wrong forum area. I'm not sure if it fits in to ADD
I was put on Pregabalin (Lyrica) at 225mg BD (2x a day) 6-7 months ago for AS-related Anxiety. Since then I've changed but not in a good way! I've been having problems concentrating, literally someone telling me something and then 2 minutes later when I needed to remeber the instructions I was unable to! This happened repatadly and I eventually gave up. I can have a general conversation with people but that seems to be about it now. I no longer enjoy playing computer games and feel similare to when I was maxed out on a anti-psychotic. Its made me more impulsive and I've lost my ability to control my reactions to negative situations (Be it saying something out of line without thinking about it, or in one case physical violance which ended up giving me my first caution from the police! This literally happened 2 weeks after going on Pregabalin - The person involved understood the situation I was in at the time and how stressful it was for me and has forgiven me and less than a hour ago was talking to me in a friendly mannor )
I can't think properly at all anymore, its like my mind is cloudy and everythings fractured. I've been begging to come of Pregabalin from my Psychiatrist for 2 months and he's finally started reducing the dose but at a snails paice. So far in 4 weeks I've been reduced by 50mg for the first two weeks and then 100mg last week. So I'm on a total of 300mg a day now. No improvements of any kind so far, only sporodic Insomia and weird moods. (I've been going really silly at times and feeling much more aggressive on some of these occasions. Before Pregabalin I was not aggressive unless I was in a bad situation/really upset and that was a different type of agression. (Just general venting to whoever would listen)
I feel I need this Pregabalin out of me ASAP. I see my Psychiatrist tomorrow (Friday) and I'm hoping I can figure out a way of getting him to do the last 300mg reduction over 7 days and to give me something to help with the withdrawl symptoms. I had a reduction about 4 months ago for 48 hours to 150mg a day and this resulted in me getting no sleep, feeling like I had the flu but much worse, pain all over my body, and a weird almost psychotic mental state that was similare to when I once tried ampehtamines. The psychiatrist is like a dictator although does listen to some of what I say. He assured me I wouldn't get insomia with the current reduction and yet I have twice now despite taking Nytol. I'm currently in a UK Care Home and another psychiatrist isn't a option I can get arranged quickly. I also have 5mg BD Diazepam which I've been taking at this dose every day for almost 2 years and it has now become completly unaffective. They've been reporting a significant decline (Due to aggression manefesting) and are considering hospitilization, all thanks to this Psychiatrist and Pregabalin! My previous Psychiatrist would alternate me between Diazepam and Lorazepam to keep tolerance in check but this one wants me off Diazepam completly in the near future. He thinks I need Qutiapine again and thats all I need despite documentation saying I improved after coming off this medication and having a switch to Lorazepam. He may use my non-compliance for going onto Qutiapine to try and Section me, thus sending me to hospital. I feel completly trapped and like no options are left. I'm informal yet I can not leave with my medication not that I have any friends or a place to go to
I really have no idea what to do now, I know I can't just refuse the Pregabalin as I'd be a trainwreck during the withdrawl and at the current rate I'll still be on Pregabalin in several months time which is when they will hospitilize me if they don't see any improvement. I'm sure that Pregablin being gone and the Diazepam being switched to Lorazepam for awhile (Or its dose increased to 10mg!) would make them see I'm ok again and then maybe I can move on to the community where I will probably isolate myself from the world while trying to find a effective medication with a new psychiatrist. But I really think they are going to try and hospitilize me. My whole lifes fallen apart since I went on Pregabalin. I can't even remember half of the past 6 months!
I'm very grateful for any advice that can be provided. Sorry for this post being so long
I'm sorry if I've posted this to the wrong forum area. I'm not sure if it fits in to ADD

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