Hi, I'm writing this to get some answers in 2 possible ways, some1 actually identifying himself to what i'm going to describe as my ''symptoms'' and found an answer or either by posing theories on why would a body act like that since the moment it hits prepuberty and why would it also react to drugs like mine does.
Heres the description: I have mental hyperactivity, meaning i not only always need something to think about meaning my brain forces me or does the job call it whatever you want, I cant get peace in my head, always curious about something and looking for answers at random questions and when i mean random its random!! Instead of focusing on what I want to do/achieve which is debilitating. Add to that Intense insomnia like 3-6hours sleep a day and I'm 18 and staying up isnt my intention, i have no job nor go to school because of the the 1rst symptom. And at last, usual sedatives doesnt do anything to me except NMDA antagonists that have the capability of allowing me to knock down but need higher than usual dose.
As an example for my ''natural'' tolerance to sedatives, note that the first time I took benzos it was equal to 3mg xanax as oxazepam so 120mg and it didnt even made me skip a toke (I vape cannabis daily for axiety and SA since im 16 and I'm 18 ) Then for opiates, 30mg oxy maxes me more nauseated than high. like it doesnt even get me higher than vaping 0.2g of cannabis. And at last I dont drink alcohol because I mostly only get a feeling at 5-6 drinks and as I weigh 110lbs plus again nausea ! (yeah I have a sensible stomach)
I am opened on both psychoanalitic and neurologic sides and have also both ability to seek informations and a good understanding of basics.
Thank you for your time.
Heres the description: I have mental hyperactivity, meaning i not only always need something to think about meaning my brain forces me or does the job call it whatever you want, I cant get peace in my head, always curious about something and looking for answers at random questions and when i mean random its random!! Instead of focusing on what I want to do/achieve which is debilitating. Add to that Intense insomnia like 3-6hours sleep a day and I'm 18 and staying up isnt my intention, i have no job nor go to school because of the the 1rst symptom. And at last, usual sedatives doesnt do anything to me except NMDA antagonists that have the capability of allowing me to knock down but need higher than usual dose.
As an example for my ''natural'' tolerance to sedatives, note that the first time I took benzos it was equal to 3mg xanax as oxazepam so 120mg and it didnt even made me skip a toke (I vape cannabis daily for axiety and SA since im 16 and I'm 18 ) Then for opiates, 30mg oxy maxes me more nauseated than high. like it doesnt even get me higher than vaping 0.2g of cannabis. And at last I dont drink alcohol because I mostly only get a feeling at 5-6 drinks and as I weigh 110lbs plus again nausea ! (yeah I have a sensible stomach)
I am opened on both psychoanalitic and neurologic sides and have also both ability to seek informations and a good understanding of basics.
Thank you for your time.
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