nothinginside
Bluelighter
ok here's the detail.. I have not had an adrenaline rush for probably a year.. maybe a little less. but it has been awhile. have not felt the reason to..
yesterday.. i got into a heated conversation where something inside me actually thought my life was threatened.. i haven't had this in the longest time and had actually thought i had lost my ability to secrete adrenaline..
but i literally felt it.. it was 2 pm at this time.. my arm pits started sweating profusly.. i felt stronger than ever.. i felt quickened.. very sharp mentally.. i felt awesome..
after the adrenaline rush.. i still felt unusally sharp.. i could write better.. many things happened that were related to the cause of my original rush.. at the end of the day.. things were tied up.. an apology, and i had a feeling of happyness and peace inside me.. for various reasons.. felt psychedelicisized nonetheless..
anyways.. i fall asleep at about 3 am..
my dreams are vivid.. a lot more vivid than usual.. in my dream i feel very powerful.. i am on some college campus, like the first week of moving in.. with a couple of my good friends. one from here.. and two from the campus..
the campus is covered with water.. so my friend and i take a swim.. then we make up our own stoke for swimming.. which allows us to move much much faster.. in unison.. we are able to hold our breath much longer than usual.
then we are in some dorm building that looks like a castle.. like a huge fucking tower castle thing.. almost dungeon like though.. there is some program going on and someone we know, someone important is in danger.. we gear up with stun guns and something else.. i think real guns and start to head downstares.. first thing noticed there are many people also heading downstares.. parents.. kids.. all with nametags.. so we go downstares in a line..
downstares and outside.. all the structures are stone brick.. the courtyard and everything.. trees all around.. really look midieval..
i remember feeling some kind of buzz from being outside.. i actually had this 'buzz' all through the dream.. everything was more intense than usual dreams.. i had mush more sensory information in general rushing in..
there was a confusion.. where i lost my group.. but met some other people i know.. our weapons were lost.. we hid them somewhere but somebody stole them.. all the sudden there were alot of people appearing, all of which were trippin on some psychoactive.. but they were bad people... they were out to blow up the concert or whatever it was that these people were going to.. and end up killing alot of people.. all the sudden i started running around.. trying to find my weapons..
no luck.. so my physical body takes over.. i start to walk, noticing i feel much more confident.. like a god almost.. or some animal.. i started to run.. noticing i could run much faster with fewer steps and much more lucidly.. then i jump.. with amazing strength and agility.. like some superhero.. noticed a really weird buzz.. similar to adrenaline.. but like adrenaline times 1000.. felt energized all over.. all the sudden my friend appears and looks in my eyes.. saying i look crazy.. like some wild animal.. i just nod at him.. and jump up to some rafter.. and hang from there.. waiting for the bad tripping people to come..
i'm crawling around upside down.. like spiderman.. and then i pounce down and tear a couple of the 'bad' people apart.. like by punching them.. they die.. again feel powerful..
things continue like this.. people are afraid of me.. still feel high.. i look around.. up at the stars.. and all the sudden they look like pinpoints of light, shining down on me.. like raining down into my eyes.. all multicolored all the sudden and then start spiraling and only shades of red and slight oranges.. all the sudden i snap out of it.. to find that i can almost fly.. i am alot lighter than normal.. and i can almost glide.. i use this new ability and beat the fuck out of a lot of people..
in my dream i remember my friends telling my pupils were fully dilated.. my eyes were bloodshot.. that i was sweating profusly.. and my skin was flushed like hell.. almost like a dark dark blood flushed.. similar to what i get on some psychedelics.. i remember colors being unusual.. was very attracted to light.. and a really really good buzz.. like what i get on really good acid..
anyways.. sorry this doesn't conform to guidelines.. it's just one ofthe more vivid dreams i've had.. most vivid.. and i feel it has something to do with adrenaline or other chemicals being released into me.. it was definately present in the dream..
anyways.. it was very psychedelic.. it is hard to describe dreams..
[ 08 November 2002: Message edited by: nickthecheese ]
yesterday.. i got into a heated conversation where something inside me actually thought my life was threatened.. i haven't had this in the longest time and had actually thought i had lost my ability to secrete adrenaline..
but i literally felt it.. it was 2 pm at this time.. my arm pits started sweating profusly.. i felt stronger than ever.. i felt quickened.. very sharp mentally.. i felt awesome..
after the adrenaline rush.. i still felt unusally sharp.. i could write better.. many things happened that were related to the cause of my original rush.. at the end of the day.. things were tied up.. an apology, and i had a feeling of happyness and peace inside me.. for various reasons.. felt psychedelicisized nonetheless..
anyways.. i fall asleep at about 3 am..
my dreams are vivid.. a lot more vivid than usual.. in my dream i feel very powerful.. i am on some college campus, like the first week of moving in.. with a couple of my good friends. one from here.. and two from the campus..
the campus is covered with water.. so my friend and i take a swim.. then we make up our own stoke for swimming.. which allows us to move much much faster.. in unison.. we are able to hold our breath much longer than usual.
then we are in some dorm building that looks like a castle.. like a huge fucking tower castle thing.. almost dungeon like though.. there is some program going on and someone we know, someone important is in danger.. we gear up with stun guns and something else.. i think real guns and start to head downstares.. first thing noticed there are many people also heading downstares.. parents.. kids.. all with nametags.. so we go downstares in a line..
downstares and outside.. all the structures are stone brick.. the courtyard and everything.. trees all around.. really look midieval..
i remember feeling some kind of buzz from being outside.. i actually had this 'buzz' all through the dream.. everything was more intense than usual dreams.. i had mush more sensory information in general rushing in..
there was a confusion.. where i lost my group.. but met some other people i know.. our weapons were lost.. we hid them somewhere but somebody stole them.. all the sudden there were alot of people appearing, all of which were trippin on some psychoactive.. but they were bad people... they were out to blow up the concert or whatever it was that these people were going to.. and end up killing alot of people.. all the sudden i started running around.. trying to find my weapons..
no luck.. so my physical body takes over.. i start to walk, noticing i feel much more confident.. like a god almost.. or some animal.. i started to run.. noticing i could run much faster with fewer steps and much more lucidly.. then i jump.. with amazing strength and agility.. like some superhero.. noticed a really weird buzz.. similar to adrenaline.. but like adrenaline times 1000.. felt energized all over.. all the sudden my friend appears and looks in my eyes.. saying i look crazy.. like some wild animal.. i just nod at him.. and jump up to some rafter.. and hang from there.. waiting for the bad tripping people to come..
i'm crawling around upside down.. like spiderman.. and then i pounce down and tear a couple of the 'bad' people apart.. like by punching them.. they die.. again feel powerful..
things continue like this.. people are afraid of me.. still feel high.. i look around.. up at the stars.. and all the sudden they look like pinpoints of light, shining down on me.. like raining down into my eyes.. all multicolored all the sudden and then start spiraling and only shades of red and slight oranges.. all the sudden i snap out of it.. to find that i can almost fly.. i am alot lighter than normal.. and i can almost glide.. i use this new ability and beat the fuck out of a lot of people..
in my dream i remember my friends telling my pupils were fully dilated.. my eyes were bloodshot.. that i was sweating profusly.. and my skin was flushed like hell.. almost like a dark dark blood flushed.. similar to what i get on some psychedelics.. i remember colors being unusual.. was very attracted to light.. and a really really good buzz.. like what i get on really good acid..
anyways.. sorry this doesn't conform to guidelines.. it's just one ofthe more vivid dreams i've had.. most vivid.. and i feel it has something to do with adrenaline or other chemicals being released into me.. it was definately present in the dream..
anyways.. it was very psychedelic.. it is hard to describe dreams..
[ 08 November 2002: Message edited by: nickthecheese ]