Discreet_user_crys
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jul 5, 2022
- Messages
- 2
Hi, new member here. I’m currently living in the greater Nashville area and have been a patron of the psycho-active stims for roughly 14 years. I started with cocaine, then RCs, addy, vyvance, but over the past decade my DOC has primarily been crystal.
I love the way it makes me feel while I’m up, watching xxvids or scrolling through some pictures of exes on my phone and remembering the good times, it really is mostly just a really good sexual release for me. In addition to that I really feel centered and stable afterwards too. Like once I come down I feel more at peace with life, more creative, and just happier to be alive. The after glow usually last between 2 and 6 weeks. I love doing it and I am mostly a very responsible user of it as well. With the exception of missing work from time to time or being unreachable by phone, my use really causes little harm to anyone around me. The problem that I have is that I would like to be able to use without missing work or not answering my phone for days and so I’m wondering if anyone on here has any advice to make sure you are clear headed in time after going a round or two with the crystal lady? Like maybe benzos or something near the end? Or perhaps an alternative to pure crystal that has many of the upsides without as much of the downside…
I would just like to have my cake and eat it too. I want to use at my leisure while also maintaining my perfectly normal life. The biggest hurdle to this is being completely sketched out after missing a nights sleep. That in my opinion is what makes the body movements unnatural and the paranoia set in. Any advice? Also, I’d love to know if there are any good websites/apps for connecting with local supplier to do discreet scheduled visits. My current strategy is go to the hood and ask around or use dating site. Both feel dangerous and often cause me to get scammed.
Thanks everyone and glad to be here!!!
I love the way it makes me feel while I’m up, watching xxvids or scrolling through some pictures of exes on my phone and remembering the good times, it really is mostly just a really good sexual release for me. In addition to that I really feel centered and stable afterwards too. Like once I come down I feel more at peace with life, more creative, and just happier to be alive. The after glow usually last between 2 and 6 weeks. I love doing it and I am mostly a very responsible user of it as well. With the exception of missing work from time to time or being unreachable by phone, my use really causes little harm to anyone around me. The problem that I have is that I would like to be able to use without missing work or not answering my phone for days and so I’m wondering if anyone on here has any advice to make sure you are clear headed in time after going a round or two with the crystal lady? Like maybe benzos or something near the end? Or perhaps an alternative to pure crystal that has many of the upsides without as much of the downside…
I would just like to have my cake and eat it too. I want to use at my leisure while also maintaining my perfectly normal life. The biggest hurdle to this is being completely sketched out after missing a nights sleep. That in my opinion is what makes the body movements unnatural and the paranoia set in. Any advice? Also, I’d love to know if there are any good websites/apps for connecting with local supplier to do discreet scheduled visits. My current strategy is go to the hood and ask around or use dating site. Both feel dangerous and often cause me to get scammed.
Thanks everyone and glad to be here!!!
