no im not gonna do it anything anymore
thing is after she calmed down n we were shillin n just talkin, outta nowhere she was like "you know you got payback comin right?"
n thats when i was like shit, i never thought bout that, n honestly for awhile i was thinkin damn im never goin over there again
so before i left i tried to make a deal with her that, yea payback is in order but please you bodily fluids only, i mean i lived with her for almost the entire 2 years and ive seen heard everything that can come out of her n none of that would gross me out, i mean if she shit in my pillow case that'd be nasty n id throw it out but i would prob laugh it off cuz that shit is funny, but she refused to agree that it'd be her fluids only so yea i am worried bout that
but its pretty much a non issue anymore, i mean we are still good friends but she doesnt want me around if im using (coke that is i havent gone back to opiates, she used to be a coke addict btw) so i see where she is comin from, i mean i would never give her any or put her in that situation but i understand why she doesnt want that around, i mean i stopped using blow everyday a few weeks ago but when its there offered to me for free its tough to turn down, so we arent really hangin out anymore but yea its definately nerve wrecking when i was goin over there after that cuz that payback was always at the back of my mind n i was worried.
but yea were not really kickin it anymore but yea thats the story pretty much, mighta left something out but if i think bout anything ill update