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tommy you still watchING "HAPPY ENDINGS?"...i still think its one of the funniest sitocms on tv behind "the league" and "modern family"..the league is by far the funniest, its like old "its always sunny" shows, like season 1-3 of it when it was at its best...vinigar strokes lol..imma look fgor that clip on youtube cause thats was one of the funnest episodes from the league but if you guys havent seen it, its well worth watching and its on FX so they get away with alot more shit then you can of network tv...YOU GOT SEEDED

othershows that are decent is "new girl" and my girlfriend keeps telling me about some show called "the new normal" i dont really know whayt its about but its on right now and she just sent me the text to watch it, thats why i brought it up here cause i want to know if anyone else has seen it and if its any good? she says its like modern family mixed with "2 1/2 men" but i cant see that being possible

EDIT>>>>>>i just watched that "new normal" and i dont know what the fuck shes talkin about with it being a mix of modern family and 2 1/2 men..its nothing like that and i didnt really like it but she swears by it..i dunno maybe it was a bad episode cau8se im not even gonna finish it..i already changed the channel

like i said..anyone else know anything aobut it? and it is worth watching again cause this episode didnt do anything
 
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I hear ya and I doubt you're alone there but, 1.drug companies really don't care 2.people abusing opioid meds is no secret and 3. it didn't ask me how best to make tamper proof drugs. If anything I think that the biggest take away may be that former prescription opioid users have switched to heroin since they fucked up all the pills.

yea, like i said i dont care n i did the survey but i know the end game is to gether data on users n to likely see what they can learn from this last round of reformulating medication in order to take it a step further in the future

but it was nice that the atleast asked the question about what drugs you switched to when they reformulated the pills you had been previously taking, so atleast it will be in someones face, YEA YOU MADE OXY SUCK, SO I SWITCHED TO DOPE!

tommy you still watchING "HAPPY ENDINGS?"...i still think its one of the funniest sitocms on tv behind "the league" and "modern family"..the league is by far the funniest, its like old "its always sunny" shows, like season 1-3 of it when it was at its best...vinigar strokes lol..imma look fgor that clip on youtube cause thats was one of the funnest episodes from the league but if you guys havent seen it, its well worth watching and its on FX so they get away with alot more shit then you can of network tv...YOU GOT SEEDED

othershows that are decent is "new girl" and my girlfriend keeps telling me about some show called "the new normal" i dont really know whayt its about but its on right now and she just sent me the text to watch it, thats why i brought it up here cause i want to know if anyone else has seen it and if its any good? she says its like modern family mixed with "2 1/2 men" but i cant see that being possible

EDIT>>>>>>i just watched that "new normal" and i dont know what the fuck shes talkin about with it being a mix of modern family and 2 1/2 men..its nothing like that and i didnt really like it but she swears by it..i dunno maybe it was a bad episode cau8se im not even gonna finish it..i already changed the channel

like i said..anyone else know anything aobut it? and it is worth watching again cause this episode didnt do anything

The League is the shit, i dont really like fantasy football and i dont really like hearing about it from all the people that do play it, i mean i tried playin it a few years back i was in a league with some buddies n another league with the BL peeps but i stopped caring halfway thru the season, its not my thing. BUT that show is fuckin good, watched all the episodes available on netflix within a few days, havent really kept up with this season cuz im too lazy to hook up the tv in my room n i dont do too much chillin out in the livin room with the fam, its kool i got verizon tho so i can catch the episodes ive missed, prob gonna do that later tonight if i dont forget

i dont watch either modern family or the new normal, but watching commercials for them they definately seem like the exact same show, just me tho

took a bunch of my addies today n got this paper done, wrote about 14 pages n it only needed to be 8 but whatever, ill chop it down tom im too tired to care right now. ima go to the gas station n gets some cigs n a few tall boys, yall need anything while im out? ok then, nothing for you it is, ill see yall later
 
^^and yes "THE LEAGUE" is hte shit..i think fantasy football is lame too but i watch football so i know everything tghey are talking about...i highly recommend "modern family" its a great show and theres reasons why its won emmys for best comidey and best actors and actress in a comedy, its well worth it.,and from watching that one episode or part of it today, it just seems like a modern family knockoff thats no wher enear as funny....happy endings is a great show too that i recommend you watch, toimmy is or atleast last season was a big fan of it, i dont know if hes watching this year..but its a great show too


but about your paper... reread that paper and do it speaking OUTLOUD. thats not a secret but its a little known thing to help writers out. cause you wrote it and when you read it in your head it will sound fine. but read it outloud and preferablyto someone and you will hear things that you wouldnt jhave by just reading it to yourself in your head

especailly cause you took an addy..when i do dope as you all know i tend to ramble and write novels for my comments and when im sober i dont..i could only assume how much you rambled with the addies.
 
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^^and yes "THE LEAGUE" is hte shit..i think fantasy football is lame too but i watch football so i know everything tghey are talking about...i highly recommend "modern family" its a great show and theres reasons why its won emmys for best comidey and best actors and actress in a comedy, its well worth it.,and from watching that one episode or part of it today, it just seems like a modern family knockoff thats no wher enear as funny....happy endings is a great show too that i recommend you watch, toimmy is or atleast last season was a big fan of it, i dont know if hes watching this year..but its a great show too


but about your paper... reread that paper and do it speaking OUTLOUD. thats not a secret but its a little known thing to help writers out. cause you wrote it and when you read it in your head it will sound fine. but read it outloud and preferablyto someone and you will hear things that you wouldnt jhave by just reading it to yourself in your head

especailly cause you took an addy..when i do dope as you all know i tend to ramble and write novels for my comments and when im sober i dont..i could only assume how much you rambled with the addies.

yea bl fuck s me up to writing papers, i find myself typin BL type more n more lately n i have to watch put for it when im doin papers, ill check out happy ending but ive actually never heard of it til tonight
HoL- get me a beer, fuckass! and some smokes as well! assorted bath salts as well, i want to have a nice relaxing evening in the tub, yaknowadimean?

they only sell bathsalts at the gas stations in the seedy part of town round here
 
tommy is or was a fan of "Happy endings "..so you can ask himabout it too..its funny as shit man

and speaking of bathsalts..im so glad i never tried them when they sold them in the gas stations, a few times the clerk told me about it and tried to give me a dral but i just dont like uppers and so i always refused when buying my spice

but next weeks episode of "intervention" is about a chick whos addicted to bath salts and by the preview she shoots the shit..so anyways it should be a good episode
 
tommy is or was a fan of "Happy endings "..so you can ask himabout it too..its funny as shit man

and speaking of bathsalts..im so glad i never tried them when they sold them in the gas stations, a few times the clerk told me about it and tried to give me a dral but i just dont like uppers and so i always refused when buying my spice

but next weeks episode of "intervention" is about a chick whos addicted to bath salts and by the preview she shoots the shit..so anyways it should be a good episode

There was a guy i was locked up with that was shooting bath salts. He was in drug court for Oxy and ended up getting hooked on bath salts. Dude got fucking out there, i knew him before being locked up and he was fairly normal. Everyone in there kept talking about hitting the gas station as soon as they got out and getting some, I never really saw an appeal to it after hearing about people attacking dogs and shit on it.
 
ok so i got a story,

where to start

when me n my ex broke up she left me for another dude, well after it was over we still hung out n fucked for like the next 2 or 3 days, well on one of those days im not real sure which one i went upstairs to take a dump n while i was dumpin i was like " i should spooge all over the pillows new guy is gonna be using, so while i was on the crapper i started fappin one out, n then i walked into the bed room n finished all over the pillows that he would be using, she has 5 pillows n uses the same 3 the 2 i spooged on were the ones i used to use.

anyways i know it was super petty and immature but in a wierd sorta way it made me feel better, i mean the night i found out he wouldnt look me in the eyes or say a word to me n it just pissed me off cuz i was lookin for him to do or say anything for me to hit him, i cussed him out punked him out whatever you wanna call he just hung his head wouldnt make eye contact n wouldnt say a word, part of the reason i didnt do anything is cuz i was waiting for him to set me off, part of it was cuz i was on probation n i didnt want the cops commin (ive had neighboors call the cops on us before when me n her we just shouting at eachother) i had a few felonies in my possession if the cops started snoopin around and honestly at that point to me it was just like 'your not worth goin to jail over, fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me sorta thing' but anyways i never got that physical gratification outta that dude so it seemed decent at the time to know while he is lying down at night with her he is lying down in a face full of my spooge

well last week i was kickin over at her place in between classes, we still talk hang out n are friends, but she had a mock interview to go to so i took her up there n started watching breaking bad, well the show ended n i got a hankerin for a fap, so i did, while i was fapppin i was like " i should go bust on those pillows again" so i did. but then shortly after i finished i had to get her from her interview n she took me up to my class i was waiting on, well literally like 10 mins after i got into class she txt me "why did you come all over my pillows"

the thing is she had my car keys from droppin me off at class so i had to go n talk to her after the fact, she accused me off tryin to make him think she was cheatin on him n not wanting her to be happy n honestly those thoughts had never crossed my mind, n i told her no i did it for my own personal gratification knowin when he lays his head down at night he its a face full of my spunk. anyways she was mad but she got over it. but then she surprised me and asked " thats not the first time youve done that is it, you did it once before too right?" n i was like yea shortly after we broke up while i was still sleepin here.

and i asked her did he sleep in it, and she said yea he slept in it for 2 nights beofre she realised the pillow was covered in spooge but that she didnt think anything of it cuz i always pulled out n shit got everywhere.

so the story is she found it like a hound dog the second time but the first time was a 2 night success. then she was like i am gonna tell him about this, i assume she told me she was gonna tell him cuz she wanted me to be like " nope dont tell him" but i wanted her to tell him i wanted her to tell him he slept on it for a few nights i want him to get mad n come confront me, but she said she wasnt gonna tell him about the first time n i just replied "you n i will always know"

anyways not sure why i am tellin yall this now but i am bored n this social is slow
 
ok so i got a story,

where to start

when me n my ex broke up she left me for another dude, well after it was over we still hung out n fucked for like the next 2 or 3 days, well on one of those days im not real sure which one i went upstairs to take a dump n while i was dumpin i was like " i should spooge all over the pillows new guy is gonna be using, so while i was on the crapper i started fappin one out, n then i walked into the bed room n finished all over the pillows that he would be using, she has 5 pillows n uses the same 3 the 2 i spooged on were the ones i used to use.

anyways i know it was super petty and immature but in a wierd sorta way it made me feel better, i mean the night i found out he wouldnt look me in the eyes or say a word to me n it just pissed me off cuz i was lookin for him to do or say anything for me to hit him, i cussed him out punked him out whatever you wanna call he just hung his head wouldnt make eye contact n wouldnt say a word, part of the reason i didnt do anything is cuz i was waiting for him to set me off, part of it was cuz i was on probation n i didnt want the cops commin (ive had neighboors call the cops on us before when me n her we just shouting at eachother) i had a few felonies in my possession if the cops started snoopin around and honestly at that point to me it was just like 'your not worth goin to jail over, fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me sorta thing' but anyways i never got that physical gratification outta that dude so it seemed decent at the time to know while he is lying down at night with her he is lying down in a face full of my spooge

well last week i was kickin over at her place in between classes, we still talk hang out n are friends, but she had a mock interview to go to so i took her up there n started watching breaking bad, well the show ended n i got a hankerin for a fap, so i did, while i was fapppin i was like " i should go bust on those pillows again" so i did. but then shortly after i finished i had to get her from her interview n she took me up to my class i was waiting on, well literally like 10 mins after i got into class she txt me "why did you come all over my pillows"

the thing is she had my car keys from droppin me off at class so i had to go n talk to her after the fact, she accused me off tryin to make him think she was cheatin on him n not wanting her to be happy n honestly those thoughts had never crossed my mind, n i told her no i did it for my own personal gratification knowin when he lays his head down at night he its a face full of my spunk. anyways she was mad but she got over it. but then she surprised me and asked " thats not the first time youve done that is it, you did it once before too right?" n i was like yea shortly after we broke up while i was still sleepin here.

and i asked her did he sleep in it, and she said yea he slept in it for 2 nights beofre she realised the pillow was covered in spooge but that she didnt think anything of it cuz i always pulled out n shit got everywhere.

so the story is she found it like a hound dog the second time but the first time was a 2 night success. then she was like i am gonna tell him about this, i assume she told me she was gonna tell him cuz she wanted me to be like " nope dont tell him" but i wanted her to tell him i wanted her to tell him he slept on it for a few nights i want him to get mad n come confront me, but she said she wasnt gonna tell him about the first time n i just replied "you n i will always know"

anyways not sure why i am tellin yall this now but i am bored n this social is slow

next time you are over there....see if he left any clean socks. nut all up in his socks next time....hmmmmm or his baseball cap....OR HIS TOOTHBRUSH....if there is any gum laying around...go ahead and bust on every peice you can....just take each peice of its rapper and pay them on a table and bust all over them....neatly place back in rapper....who cares if she eats one too.


i enjoyed reading that btw
 
no im not gonna do it anything anymore

thing is after she calmed down n we were shillin n just talkin, outta nowhere she was like "you know you got payback comin right?"

n thats when i was like shit, i never thought bout that, n honestly for awhile i was thinkin damn im never goin over there again

so before i left i tried to make a deal with her that, yea payback is in order but please you bodily fluids only, i mean i lived with her for almost the entire 2 years and ive seen heard everything that can come out of her n none of that would gross me out, i mean if she shit in my pillow case that'd be nasty n id throw it out but i would prob laugh it off cuz that shit is funny, but she refused to agree that it'd be her fluids only so yea i am worried bout that

but its pretty much a non issue anymore, i mean we are still good friends but she doesnt want me around if im using (coke that is i havent gone back to opiates, she used to be a coke addict btw) so i see where she is comin from, i mean i would never give her any or put her in that situation but i understand why she doesnt want that around, i mean i stopped using blow everyday a few weeks ago but when its there offered to me for free its tough to turn down, so we arent really hangin out anymore but yea its definately nerve wrecking when i was goin over there after that cuz that payback was always at the back of my mind n i was worried.

but yea were not really kickin it anymore but yea thats the story pretty much, mighta left something out but if i think bout anything ill update
 
That was a quality story HoL, good shenanigans.


next time you are over there....see if he left any clean socks. nut all up in his socks next time....hmmmmm or his baseball cap....OR HIS TOOTHBRUSH....if there is any gum laying around...go ahead and bust on every peice you can....just take each peice of its rapper and pay them on a table and bust all over them....neatly place back in rapper....who cares if she eats one too.


i enjoyed reading that btw

yall thought it was funny, my friends thought it was funny, seems her n him n thier co workers are the only ones who havent thought it was funny

eh, to each thier own i guess



so anyways, i had never seen nightmare before christmas, i had a friend over n we watched it, i know its like a cult classic for some but damn that was a dissapointing movie, i remember being a kid when it came out n the previews scared the shit outta me n it was never something i wanted to see, but for the most part i enjoy tim burton movies so i decided to give it a go, A) no one ever told me it was a musical -1 right there and B) shit just wasnt that good and C) the girl i was watchin it with kept talkin and sayin oh this is a good part, and ive been told i do that too but damn that shits annoying
 
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Its funny to us because no one nutted on our pillow. Otherwise you'd have a fight on your hands. Sounds like her new homeboy is a big pussy, if he hasn't just walked up to you and cracked you in the mouth yet.
 
^ Violence is one thing that I've never understood. It solves absolutely nothing and typically just makes things worse.

There's plenty of other ways to get revenge.
 
Its funny to us because no one nutted on our pillow. Otherwise you'd have a fight on your hands. Sounds like her new homeboy is a big pussy, if he hasn't just walked up to you and cracked you in the mouth yet.

i was hopin that'd be the outcome when she told him, but from what she told me aside from him saying it was petty and wondering if it had happened any other time that was about the extent of the reaction that was given, honestly i would have loved to have been inside her head when she told him that was the one n only time.

^ Violence is one thing that I've never understood. It solves absolutely nothing and typically just makes things worse.

There's plenty of other ways to get revenge.

eh, i dunno. i mean initially i was happy n proud of myself that i was smart enough not to risk goin back to jail, (and i would have the denton cops seemed to have a hard on for me when they have come to our apartment, askin her if i hit her or if i had drugs in the house etc, and she was always kool and said no, but i had never hit her but she always was kool n said no to every question so i wouldnt go to jail but at that point you gotta know this girl doesnt necessarily have my back n it wouldnt have surprised me if she woulda said well he broke into my apartment, assaulted this guy and he has a few felonies over in that box right right there: DMT, K, LSD, MDMA, xanax) but after the fact when i look back on it i shoulda just took the jail time n got it outta my system, well i dont always feel that way but i go back n forth

n yea revenge comes in many forms but honestly im not trying to 'get her' in any way, i only really have annamosity towards him tho i know thats not just cuz she was an equal participant. and the spooge thing is a double edged sword it makes me feel good sometimes n others it makes me feel pathetic.

its hard to say what i shoulda done in hindsight i mean, i dont wanna go to jail, i dont wanna extend my probation, but i do feel as tho i shoulda thrown caution to the wind n just let loose, also while it is gratifying to know he slept in my spooge to some extend i also feel like if i coulda done differently there i prob would have

i feel like i shoulda just walked away n never said or reacted or anything but i know holdin emotions in like that is only harmful in the long run

oh well, whats done is done, no sense in thinkin bout the what ifs or i shouldas. everything ive done i gotta live with, including not treating her as well as i could have n lettin things get to this point

right now im just tryin to work on me, i am tryin to stay away from substance and i know as well as all you do " you gotta want it and ultimately its your decision" but i have always felt like there are voices or elves in my head that i cant quite n that i eventually succomb to

anyways, no opiates, no more coke, next thing im trying to do is cut out the adderall n xanax cuz thats been taken its toll on me, wired during the day then dumb myself down at night feel empty the next morning n do it all over again, so i didnt take any adderall today n im tryin to stay awake right now so i go to sleep tonight without xanax but im yawning and im on the verge of nappin but i know if i do ill wake up n be up all night n then take xanax to go back to sleep

so yea, sorry for cloggin up the social today but im bored

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